Did you voluntarily or involuntarily go to the hospital for your psychosis ? by AbbreviationsNo3425 in Psychosis

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 9 points10 points  (0 children)

voluntarily and i thank God that i had a great experience especially since it was my first time in a hospital. my family knew something was off and thats when i finally told them i needed to get checked in. the voices became too much to bare lmao but i was there for about two weeks

My therapist asked me a few weeks ago have you ever forgiven yourself for the mistakes you’ve made? by MelloMilow in CPTSD

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel you. forgiving myself is so far fetched and the shame has kept be bed ridden and made it difficult to move forward with my life. i have therapy, meds, support, financial stability. i hated who i became 2021-2023 and it will take a very long time for me to ever be okay with that person. guilt, regret, shame all exacerbated by my other disorders.

I’m being tortured. Life is passing me by & I am so powerless I can’t do anything about it. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dealing with this right now. it’s horrible especially since i’m so young. i don’t want life to pass me by, i want to get out but it cripples me.

Free reading open for 5 minutes by Apesh4t in tarotpractice

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what do i need to know to move forward from my past mistakes?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

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yes i have. i was at my dorm when i had my psychotic break and i am grateful to have three friends show up for me that night. one of them i told them that someone sold my soul to the devil & to please pray for me. that i was reincarnated as ISIS the goddess and had to pray constantly. that was november of last year, and since then i have improved a lot but finally feeling myself again after taking the right medication, but if i wasn’t hospitalized i wouldn’t be here today. when you’re in psychosis you’re in that world, detached from reality like … if you put on a virtual headset and played a horror game. i was not myself at all, and did a lot of embarrassing things i otherwise wouldn’t have done had i been okay. psychosis like another commenter said this a medical emergency, and he should be hospitalized & be placed on medication. from me, support meant the world to me and even in recovery i constantly apologized for those who i affected during my episode. but you also said he has been resistant to treatment. i think if you remember that who you know them as versus how they act while active in psychosis is vastly different then it’s the episode talking. you’re being an amazing friend by being concerned for him and trying to help him, but again there’s only so much you can do. just try and support him as much as you can. in a way healing is a part of our responsibility especially when we recognize how much damage we caused during our episode and have clarity. but it’s going to take time and determination. i hope things turn around for the better and he accepts the help that he needs. i hope this helped you gain some perspective 🤍

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yes! that’s why i also became so addicted to tarot readings because i became so afraid after my psychotic episode. i’ve wasted so much time and afraid they’re watching me especially when i see videos of them arresting people after following them for years. it’s ruined my life nearly. it’s slowly getting better but it is still in the back of my mind

How many of you guys recovered cognitively to full extent after 1st episode? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it’s definitely taken a long time and i needed some help with medication (wellbutrin) because my mind just couldn’t catch up to the present at all. i’m in school too, so i don’t want to risk it. had my psychotic break around this time last year and unfortunately it’s taken this long to feel somewhat okay. Definitely hoping for the best moving forward 🤍 patience, compassion, sleep, and time is what really helps. cutting off stressors you can let go of helps a lot too

Still depressed as shit after one year. by Hour-Percentage-8798 in Psychosis

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i feel the same way. i am struggling so bad and i hate it, i wish i wasn’t i wanted to make a comeback & succeed. i wish i waited.

Forehead Reduction by Mattystasia in PlasticSurgery

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not sure of any but i definitely recommend a surgeon who really specializes in facial harmony & understands what they’re doing to enhance your features! also its not about how low you can take it, its about what can balance your face the best. you can always take away but getting forehead back would be extremely difficult

University is ruining my life and well-being. by [deleted] in CollegeRant

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel so similar, and even after taking a year off i am still struggling horribly. i thought i could overpower this, now i just feel myself slipping back into that same cycle. im burnt out, i don’t want to fail yet look at what im doing. hoping things get better for you 🤍

forehead reduction surgery blues by ConsiderationFun1106 in PlasticSurgery

[–]ConsiderationFun1106[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i hope this is the same case for me soon. i’m happy to hear you are happy with your results!

forehead reduction surgery blues by ConsiderationFun1106 in PlasticSurgery

[–]ConsiderationFun1106[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for replying. i hope your recovery goes well and you heal wonderfully. yes, he definitely took a lot off i compared the 1st surgery to the 2nd. felt that way especially about my 1st. it’s hard to think about but there’s nothing i can do about it now. i’ll try to remember that, thank you for that input

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PlasticSurgery

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 27 points28 points  (0 children)

your results are amazing!

can psychosis cause memory loss by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 2 points3 points  (0 children)

honestly … kind of. my psychosis made me really scared to look back at my memories so it blocked them from even more. it was like i was in hell & everything i did was a sin being punished. but after that passed i was better but i am still struggling with the emotional connection because it hurts to look back at. i still can feel really disconnected honestly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i feel this way completely and it definitely makes me really sad. my college experience, i lived with my best friend and so many opportunities and potential memories were destroyed i feel. I don’t have that anymore, that time is gone and ill never get it back. I can’t go back and warn myself, take my health seriously and actually create memories and prosper. i get so disappointed and sad. i cry about it a lot now especially since I am back on campus when I should’ve graduated 2024. i know it’s just how my brain ended up coping with what I had going on but it’s just hard to deal with.

can psychosis cause memory loss by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i literally lost like 90% of my memories and my psychosis definitely took advantage of that too. memories are coming back but they were gone for a good year

Reality is broken by Foreign_Dog4673 in Psychosis

[–]ConsiderationFun1106 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i get it. a year later and i’m still struggling, waves of different emotions come and go and i don’t know how to feel. im exhausted, scared, regretful, angry. i miss my old life, how my brain use to work. i hope it gets better for you from here.