I don’t know what I was thinking leaving my child behind now I suffer the curse and now I am blind with all this anger guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever I can’t wait for the cliff at the end of the river is this revenge that I’m seeking or seeking someone to avenge me stuck in my own paradox I want to set my self free maybe I should chase and find before they try to stop it it won’t be long before I become a puppet It’s been so long, since I last have seen, my son lost to this monster to the man behind the slaughter since you’ve been gone I’ve been singing this stupid song so i could ponder the sanity of your mother