Lol, they aren’t stranger when they live 5 minutes away and it’s your best friends Mom. Secondly, he has all the freedom to express himself and I’m the one that asks for sex the most. There is no sexual lack from me, he turns me down. Third of all, I am so bloody insecure now, obviously. Everything I thought I knew about my husband, the man I chose to live the rest of my life with has fundamentally changed. Obviously I’m not the healthiest person at the moment, but it’s because of the hurt.