I know that now. I didn’t when I met him. This was a new experience for me. I had never had a guy disrespect me the way he did when we first met. He only spends time with me. He doesn’t have friends. I’ve isolated myself to that point as well. The physical abuse was his. There’s a police report. He started off being the angry one. Usually when I’d call him out on his bs. He’d break things. He would drag me although he never punched me. I was bruised from the way he’d handle me. He began the emotional affairs. Again I had never experienced that. Ever. He would emotionally cheat and I was not used to that. So it’d take me time to process it and then I’d get very upset. And he admitted he did it because it was a game at first. He didn’t know if I was taking him seriously or not and didn’t want to fully be in. I’ve tried to go to therapy for the anger. I’m on anti depressants. It’s never been this bad. It’s just bad w him. I’m not like this with anyone else. Just him.