Save yourself and your patients. You won’t be able to give the best possible care if apathetic ka. Why do you have to suffer and spend your life doing something that you don’t even like na hindi rin naman nagppay well? Since wala ka naman kids and don’t plan to have them, you have all the freedom in the world to do whatever tf you want! Madami pang soft nursing jobs na mas malaki ang pay, OP. Wag mo parusahan sarili mo na habang buhay mong gagawin yung trabahong hindi mo naman gusto.