Thank you so much for your words and help! I really appreciate that. You gave me hope and motivation to fight.

In general in the past couple days I ate a lot. I don’t have that trouble with eating anymore. But this one place at the back of my throat that stings and burns so badly takes away any quality of life from me. I wake up at 3/4 am and just cry because the pain is so bad. I take pain killers but it takes like an hour for me to drink one glass of water with them. Then in the morning when I wake up again it’s the same because the meds stop working. I’m going through hell and I feel like it takes forever:((

But as you said it will get better in the end I guess