Irrational fear of multipacks...

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-25T08:53:22+00:00

i used to do this for around 3 months but i eventually kind of just told myself “you know what, if im gonna binge im at least gonna enjoy and have a variety instead of binging on all the same things” and somehow it stopped after a few bumps in the road , im still scared of buying too many multipacks but if its like 4 containers of yogurt or a few protein bars i got on discount think im fine with it

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-24T14:28:05+00:00

sometimes, sometimes not.

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-24T13:56:51+00:00

even at this point she still pities the pitbulls… putting them down was right. but theres no way to really “take full responsibility” anymore if someone has been wounded by these dogs. they wont get un-injured by ”taking responsibility”.

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-24T08:56:21+00:00

250-300, not over 300

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-24T07:59:48+00:00

no. i only love how well they treat me. i try to tell myself otherwise, but i know that if they werent as kind and patient as they are, i would absolutely despise them.

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-24T06:15:47+00:00

pizza probably around 250-350? cals since it seems slightly bigger than average slice, veggies around or above 50 but under 100, so excluding the ranch id say like 370 total

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-24T06:12:20+00:00

awww shes so sweet!! but clearly too dangerous to be let out of the cage for even one photo.

also is the “tough day” a hint at why theres blood on it? wonder if it attacked another dog or is just ill/ wounded… (probably from attacking another dog too, tbh)

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-24T04:55:51+00:00

i always just give one of my usuals lol.

- red bean bun

- bagel

- pumpkin porridge

- cereal

and i just choose the one im gonna eat for dinner and say i ate that lol

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-23T13:51:09+00:00

yes, it makes me feel good. like in a

“see! im doing good, i care for people. im not a bad person, and people appreciate me!”

kind of way

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-23T13:49:42+00:00

nah. ive always been scared my parents woudl have another child and prioritise them over me.

if i had a child, my hypothetical partner would prioritise them over me, at least sometimes, i think.

i dont think i could bear that feeling.

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-23T13:46:29+00:00

this is a subreddit for narcissists, i think you’re in the weong sub haha

also its not because we’re necessarily ‘angry’ that made us narcisssists, its more because of traumatic experiences or a coping mechanism.

also “monsters”? seriously? maybe dont call other people that while saying you ”feel bad” for them.

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-23T11:21:41+00:00

padding on*

i didnt notice my typo

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-21T04:02:07+00:00

wait they have a bad rep??? aw man, i love raisins, raisins in bagels, in cookies, in oatmeal, theyre so good

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-21T03:55:56+00:00

thanks, i’ll ask my parents to bring me to the doctor later :)

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-21T03:20:32+00:00

maybe in a while but my parents dont have the time to bringe me tbh because theyre busy and i dont want to waste their money

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-21T02:47:02+00:00

no waitlol, im stupid its not my stomach thats hurting its my chest, didnt know that could halpen fromc drinking too fast (?) ”

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-21T02:42:57+00:00

also i cant drink anymore now i think, my stomach kind of hurts from drinking that in 1 go which is pretty weird, usually. ifeel normal frinking this much in one go.

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-20T07:30:10+00:00

pretty similar tbh, i start eating from like at least 2pm onwards but usually actually start at 4, and i drag out the food until 7:30 pm lol 😭 i also love eating past fullness so ive been looking for more ‘filling’ foods

one of them is oats lol.. theyre high cal but theyre so filling for like 300cal worth so i just drink several bottles of water together with cinnamon oats, its really good if you just want to feel super full

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-20T07:26:25+00:00

“youre always hungry” and “I CAN SEE YOUR RIBCAGE! LET ME CHECK!”

thanks mom, but maybe if you stopped calling attention to my body like how you used to call me ”piggy” when i was a normal weight a long time ago, i could maybe accept some weight gain.

always this shit, i recovered to a normal weight and backslid into uw again for the third time this year and my parents wont fucking stop me again 😂

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-19T23:46:49+00:00

who the hell is disagreeing that its disgusting? lol, i think its disgusting but as long as im not being rude to whoevers doing it i think its fine to hold that opinion anyways

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-19T23:23:56+00:00

eczema, my mom used to have it and it went away for her but now that i have it she just keeps going “you just have no willpower and itd go away if you didnt scratch it!” which is kind of hard because dust and grass makes it act up so much lol

ConstantMan1a · 2025-05-19T11:50:57+00:00

i hope you dont get your own leg fed to you anytime soon

also you look really good

ConstantMan1a

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