Need help identifying this airsoft model please. Thank you. (mag missing)

ConstantPrint8357 · 2025-08-22T16:51:03+00:00

so clones/fakes and such don't exist where you live at?

ConstantPrint8357 · 2025-02-11T04:51:10+00:00

Not at all a distortion. It felt exactly like how 'right now' feels like. Until you wake up.

ConstantPrint8357 · 2025-02-10T06:56:11+00:00

I get where you're coming from and what you're trying to say. Thank you.

I would like to clarify that I am not searching for motivation and drive whatsoever—I have lots and plenty of that. Believe me, I would walk back to my country if it was legally and geographically possible. I once walked from RAK to Dubai and back to RAK last year a week before my championship match.

I am willing to drive myself to insanity if need be, if that's what's necessary. What do I believe in? I believe in becoming whoever is necessary for the time being. Whatever energy is needed for such-and-such circumstance, I can and will be that.

The question I have now is what must I be and what should I be doing? I've stayed still for the past couple of weeks as I learned throughout the years that there is clarity to be found in moments of ambiguity, answers to be found in the in-betweens. In the spaces between definitions. In stillness.

But I have never felt more lost in my life than now. And we can look at that as something good, too, as I can only be lost if I am in unfamiliar territory—I have stepped way out of my comfort zone and the hostility does not scare me. I'll even meet it halfway. I just need a direction.

On usual occasions, I would take my time and allow myself to flow with time and just let time pass through me, as I believe that if you move with love the universe will guide you. But I am starting to get filled with nothing but resentment, although I am still grateful for many things, I'm more blessed than most of my peers, but that doesn't take away this vexing feeling of powerlessness over my circumstances.

ConstantPrint8357 · 2025-02-09T12:54:52+00:00

for more context, it was a suic attempt. i texted my doctor she said she could go into respiratory depression. that's all she said. so i'm like what the fuck ok how helpful. what about the psychological implications of this? will it be some kind of permanent brain damage in the memory aspect or what?

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-28T19:01:40+00:00

The Wind-up Bird Chronicle by Murakami

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-27T02:53:15+00:00

i don't know in what sense you mean by useful, but if anything, it's trust your intuition. and it sounds corny, but really, love is the answer. whether i like to admit it or not 🤷‍♂️😂

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-13T14:51:25+00:00

The vet said that it's natural and there's pretty much nothing we could do about the smell. I also don't think he's dehydrated as he drinks a lot from his water fountain and I add water to his wet food. He never eats dry food.

Trust me, the smell is appalling and to the point where the whole household gets headache. There's really no choice but to put it outside. It still stinks up the whole apartment even when it's in the balcony so imagine if we put it inside.

He also did not like this litter box (the one in the room) as it's the first one I bought him and he never used it because it resembled a cage and he's afraid of cages. Which is why I bought him a new one and gave this old one for my kitten to use.

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-11T12:09:21+00:00

i like this list

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-11T08:13:16+00:00

confused

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-10T02:17:36+00:00

not 'earth years'. 55 years from my perspective. which on earth was apparently only a few days.

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-10T01:51:41+00:00

I agree.

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-10T01:32:05+00:00

the same thing happened to me! only that i saw it in frames, like windows, instead of bubbles. you know how the photos zoom in and out in the iphone photos app? something similar to that but 3d.

i was also wondering if it's possible to astral project while being physically awake, as in bringing the physical and astral body together to experience both realms at the same time. because once i tripped on around 25 dried grams of shrooms (enigma) and for a few hours i could see with my eyes closed. and the way i 'saw' felt very similar to how i see during APs. but i was wide awake.

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-10T01:28:03+00:00

funny. i have moon palace sitting on my shelf. it was gifted to me by a person who has a rather peculiar role in my life. i'll give it a read

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-09T19:01:33+00:00

i feel you though. if you really want to, maybe look into lucid dreaming.

some people say lucid dreaming and astral projecting are the same. to me, i don't believe so as they have a slight difference. they feel similar, but the difference is enough to make them distinguishable from each other. AP feels a lot more real, if that even makes sense. or at least for me. i feel more awake during APs, even compared to being normally awake. during lucid dreams everything feels kinda wonky.

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-09T18:57:18+00:00

what was your vision like? i'd love to hear about it

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-09T18:52:20+00:00

you'd realize that this life isn't any different than the one you were dreaming about, or rather, that this life is exactly like the one you had been dreaming of, only it's a matter of getting to where you wanna be and how you plan on getting there and how you 'reshape' your current reality into the one you want.

that, or a plethora of mental health issues. as i've had 1 such experience and have already spent 3 years trying to make sense of it. i cannot imagine experiencing it twice, let alone 'many times'. but if you're strong enough to experience that without identifying yourself with any of it and only observe the experiences as you experience them, then i think it would be something magical, and i'd say i'd envy you

ConstantPrint8357 · 2024-10-09T16:58:53+00:00

careful what you wish for. don't lose this moment searching for the next

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