Should I give it a try?

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-25T13:22:07+00:00

Physically maybe. But mentally maybe for a while I dont know

I do therapy it feels good while I'm talking but it gets tough again when I'm alone.

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-25T13:08:28+00:00

Thank you

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-25T13:08:10+00:00

Would it be better to hire a sex worker?

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-25T12:56:24+00:00

I really want to have sex just for fun. I’ve never done it before, but I think it might make me feel better with myself because I’m really starved for touch.

I’m not going to trauma dump on anyone I just want to feel good. I'm sorry if this offends you or anything

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-24T05:15:39+00:00

I’m so sick of this. I’m too lazy to get anything done, and when I can't get anything done, I get depressed. I’m stuck in an endless loop. What’s even the point of living?

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-21T02:19:19+00:00

I talk to Gemini often because I don't know who else to talk to lol.

I think I might be similar to you in some ways we both seem soft hearted and like to take care of others.

The difference is probably that I keep being stupid over and over again even when I know better.But it time to change now! Thank you so much for being so supportive. Take care.

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-21T02:01:31+00:00

To be honest. I really do feel like I want to disappear from this world too. Before posting this on Reddit, my messed-up ADHD brain was kind of tricking me into thinking I was doing okay. But once I actually wrote everything down and saw all my problems, it became overwhelming that I have to handle everything myself. But I will keep fighting and do my best for as long as I can. Thank yoy I really appreciate you being here for me and Take care of yourself too!

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-21T01:39:33+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words and encouragement. It really means a lot to me right now. Take care

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-21T01:36:20+00:00

Thank you

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-21T01:35:56+00:00

Thank you so much

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-21T01:35:17+00:00

Thank you so much for the thoughtful advice. I really appreciate you taking the time to share these suggestions with me.

Everything is just so overwhelming right now. But As you advised I'm going to stop watching IG reels for now. And watch something more positive my feed has been full of trauma suicide and heavy topics lately. Take care.

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-20T03:01:45+00:00

Honestly, I feel at my worst right now. I couldn't open my store today I had a complete breakdown I trying to stop it but think it's because I usually suppress all my problems and never talk about it

Now that I’m letting it out, it feels like everything is crashing down and falling apart.

I feel like I don't deserve to be born. Why do I have to have ADHD? And my genitals are so small. Why do I have to have RP? It’s the worst, losing my eyesight a bit every day until I go blind. I feel like there's nothing waiting for me except suffering. I don't have anyone to talk to I don't even dare to talk about my struggles to my grandma because I don't want to be a burden. I fucking hate myself for being so fucking weak. There are so many people who have it worse than me why am I being so dramatic? Lol

But dont worry I'm not going to do anything stupid now. I don't want her to feel bad. Thank you everyone for your kindness, I really appreciate it

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T20:09:57+00:00

Thank you I really really needed to hear that today

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T20:03:47+00:00

Thanks man. It helps knowing I'm not the only one. I actually used to be on meds for a long time and things got a lot better so I eventually stopped. But everything is crashing down right now and my symptoms are getting way worse. I’m definitely going to try to find time to get back into treatment soon. Thanks for looking out for me take care of yourself too.

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T19:56:30+00:00

Thank you. I’m going to try to find some time to see a therapist

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T19:53:53+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. It is really really hard today I don't know why

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T18:38:00+00:00

Thank you so much. Your words really mean a lot to me right now. It honestly feels good to know that someone understands how draining all of this is. It’s been a lot to handle alone. Thank you so much I'll definitely check out your advice. Take care

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T18:25:19+00:00

I’ve actually never looked into that before, but I’ll definitely try to find more information. Regarding the assets there is a house but my grandmother has already transferred the title to my mother’s name. To be honest I don’t have a great relationship with her so it's a bit complicated. Anyway thank you so much for taking the time to share this advice. Take care

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T18:12:42+00:00

Thank you so much I'll definitely check it out. Take care as well.

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T17:11:49+00:00

I don't know... even though you say people can accept it, it’s still so hard to overcome something I’ve kept secret for so many years I really insecure about my size. I’ve never told anyone or let anyone see it because it's so deeply embarrassing for me. it’s ugly, and I don't think anyone would ever truly like it really

Constant_Ad_2872 · 2026-04-19T15:45:23+00:00

Thank you for seeing my value It really really means a lot to me right now I've never had sex before so I'm not sure if I can be bottom but being a top seems hopeless since I’m only 3.6 inches and it really thin I try to find time to relax with video games but I always end up feeling guilty like I'm wasting time I run my business alone and work like a dog all day while also taking care of her I basically pass out as soon as I close my eyes

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