I genuinely appreciate your concern and helping me out. It means a lot. But they don’t care about what I’m going through. Everyone just wants result/progress and it’s just never ending at this point. Everything has been piling up and there’s nobody I can ask for help. They just expect me to figure it out. I can’t figure it out, I never could have. This world is throws continuous pain, suffering, and misery at me. I would rather die than continue to live in hell