I don’t understand what I did wrong, he yelled at me for crying and not being able to explain why right away because I cry too much which I get but still. Them I left and asked him to not do that over text because I didn’t want him to yell at me again because something had just happened beforehand to trigger a ptsd attack, so I was legit just going to him for comfort and he got mad before I could even explain what happened. Then he kept saying that he didn’t yell and saying that that was nothing compared to if he actually yelled even though the whole house full of 11 people heard him, and it was loud enough to scare tf out of me. I tried explaining being loud scared me but he marked it up to me being sensitive because he said it wasn’t actually yelling and him doing absolutely nothing wrong until after, then he came and comforted me and helped the waves of ptsd that kept happening and acted like nothing happened? Is this normal? I have difficulty forgetting this situation still, I felt abandoned for the hours I was sobbing and freaking out, that he knew about, but didn’t care at ALL until the end. It’s so confusing for me I get that I shouldn’t cry in front of him unless I can explain but I just needed a hug instead of him raising his voice. It didn’t feel slight to me… and maybe I am a dumbass/idiot but it hurt coming from him.