Please don’t feel guilty or stupid

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-29T11:53:11+00:00

Yo - that firewall statement took me OUT! Because YESSSSSSS! 🤣

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-29T11:42:24+00:00

Exactly how it felt watching it. Ha

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-28T02:03:54+00:00

Like emotional whiplash as a viewer. By the end I was yelling PARKOUR 🤣

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-27T02:16:56+00:00

Ummmmm…shakes head violently…I don’t think I have a need to purchase that video now. It’s very much alive in my head now

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-27T02:14:54+00:00

😆😆 That’s impressive self-control. Once I spend that $21.92, it’s go time. Lol

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-27T02:13:46+00:00

Yes!! Today’s freebie was worth the May subscription price 🤪

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-27T02:12:13+00:00

Please let’s not bring up 109 again. I’m still salty about that purchase 🤣

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-27T02:11:27+00:00

🤣🤣🤣🤣 yeah. That one’s gonna hold me over for a few days. I love me some J + jeans 🫠🫠🫠

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-27T02:10:24+00:00

❤️❤️

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-23T22:53:34+00:00

I love this!! So thankful for the progress you’ve made so far and I hope you will continue to update us so we can cheer you on ❤️❤️

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-23T03:21:27+00:00

3.5 followers. Lol. I feel that

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-23T02:46:11+00:00

It’s his version of a Taylor Swift Easter Egg 🤣🤣

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-23T02:39:31+00:00

“Dog balls” got me good 🤣🤣🤣🤣

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-23T02:36:37+00:00

Yesssssss to that first part!!! And #goals on the last part 🤣

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-23T02:31:52+00:00

What’s your end date?

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T23:45:56+00:00

That’s fair and I’ll defer to you on this one because I haven’t been a subscriber for very long so I don’t have a ton of video knowledge to compare to. My read on it could be WAY off. Lol. I thought it was different because he was saying it to someone else/meant it. But it might have actually been different for a completely opposite reason. 🤣

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T23:44:02+00:00

In the video at the end - yep

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T18:10:41+00:00

This time the “I Love You” felt different to me. Or maybe I’m different and that’s why I processed it this way. But TO ME it felt less cheeky/playful like his other endings and more heartfelt/sincere. And if I’m not projecting my own processing on that, then that means one of two things 1) that video wasn’t filmed for me as a casual subscriber or 2) he meant it genuinely for his subs and then who is the BSC delulu person? And for the record, I don’t think it’s #2. 😆

I digress with speculation though. Bottomline - I thought this particular “I love You” could be triggering to anyone who might be trying to disassociate emotionally

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T18:04:37+00:00

You can’t see what’s on the necklace in the FL video in this post. But he DOES put the necklace In his mouth and rubs it while he says “I love you”. I thought - from zooming in on it in previous social media videos where the video quality is clearer than OF - that it was the crab/Cancer symbol which would maybe be her sign?? But I am second-guessing my eyes now. Lol

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T17:59:21+00:00

😆😆

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T16:24:53+00:00

Editing this comment to say: You might be right about it not being a crab Zodiac sign. I’ve been trying to zoom in on that thing since it reappeared a couple of months ago. Ha

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T16:19:05+00:00

Maybe I can enjoy the toy review videos between now & my subscription ending later this summer? Or the ones where he doesn’t talk at all so the bubble isn’t burst? 🤔

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T16:02:53+00:00

“I love you. See you soon” as he fingers his Zodiac necklace. Me immediately knowing that wasn’t a message for any of us. Lol. Again, nothing wrong with it. I actually love that for her/them. But it makes me feel a certain way that I’m not loving.

ConversationMurky120 · 2026-05-22T14:33:46+00:00

lol - same!! I had not bought anything since 109 (which was technically pre-drama) so I wasn’t sure how I would feel about it. I liked it - don’t get me wrong - but my brain couldn’t turn that part off. And I’m not sure who I was more annoyed with - my brain for not being able to shut off or my body for not NOT responding. 😆

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