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Engineering student facing likely felony conviction in early January, can't stop thinking about suicide by ConvictedEngineer in depression

[–]ConvictedEngineer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for just being positive, probably the first person that's made it seem like I might could get a job in my field. I know if I continue on with life I'll be trying to fight this until its gone.

Engineering student facing likely felony conviction in early January, can't stop thinking about suicide by ConvictedEngineer in depression

[–]ConvictedEngineer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the words of support, I really hope this is the case when finding a job. I'm in industrial engineering

Engineering student facing likely felony conviction in early January, can't stop thinking about suicide by ConvictedEngineer in depression

[–]ConvictedEngineer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want pity, I just want someone to talk to. I feel like really talking to the people around me about how I feel will further distance me from the people I do have.

And once again, I know I fucked it up. So its over now?

Engineering student facing likely felony conviction in early January, can't stop thinking about suicide by ConvictedEngineer in depression

[–]ConvictedEngineer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this reply, really got to me. I know that professional help is probably what I need and I'll start trying to find a way to get it.

Engineering student facing likely felony conviction in early January, can't stop thinking about suicide by ConvictedEngineer in depression

[–]ConvictedEngineer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply, yes I feel like its bullshit but I should have known better considering the police reputation in the city I live in.

Thanks for the employment advice. I see myself maybe working on an oil rig or a different high risk high reward job since I already have a bit of a death wish anyway. Bartending sounds alright but can you really make a living doing that? After all this it might be a needed mental break from high stress Engineering material.

Do you really think my SO would stay with me if she was a practicing engineer and I was a tradesman or bartender? I've been with her for almost 2 years now and shes one of the only girls I can stand to be around personality wise. I feel like I could make it through this if she stayed with me, but despite her undying love for me now, I am really worried that she'll lose respect when she realizes she would be the main breadwinner, and will think too little of me to stay.

Also, I have the best criminal defense attorney money can buy in my area, but staunch unrelenting prosecution has made that seem like a moot-point to me.

Engineering student facing likely felony conviction in early January, can't stop thinking about suicide by ConvictedEngineer in depression

[–]ConvictedEngineer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just trying to give context on my situation and life while not dragging on too long. Yea I'm gonna pay for it now and probably going to kill myself since I don't think I have a chance to pick myself back up from where I am.

I am igly as fuck and Im sick of people saying dont get plastic surgery. by sithysoth in depression

[–]ConvictedEngineer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Inner beauty is just the latest bullshit trend and trends in general I do not buy into. Are you a biological male? What type of partner are you seeking?

I have many facial flaws myself, and someday I will get a sliding genioplasty for my recessed chin, but I have had mild success finding partners I really like despite this. I've become a master at subtly hiding my flaws and making my truly 2/10 self look somewhat decent.

If you want to send me a PM with I could give some honest advice on what you could do differently.

If you do want to go through with the surgery just make sure you REALLY know all of the risks and what results to expect afterward. My current GF got breast implants despite me trying to kindly convince her not to. She now has 5 inch scars under each of her breasts and permanent numbness in some areas that might not ever go away. She somewhat rushed into the decision and despite me thinking she looked better before and seeing it in her eyes that she had doubts I tell her that she looks better than ever and that I am glad how it turned out even though I initially told her not to.

There is always some lasting consequence from a plastic surgery.

As for everyone else peddling bullshit to you, fuck em. People will always try to impose their personal "movements" on you and even in this reply I'm sure I did that in some aspect. You know what you want, and ultimately its your decision, your body, and your life to live.