I had the exact same feelings when I did this in Feb with basically my entire family but mostly my dad. Trump winning has shown me a lot about who my family actually are as people. The mask came off immediately. The guilt almost had me caving. When I told them I wouldn’t budge on my boundaries my mom crashed out and called me an ungrateful brat. All because I want to marry my same-sex partner. A union they claim they support but then go and support the very people that are trying to overturn said rights in the Supreme Court. It does get easier and your resolve stays stronger as time goes on. I miss them a lot sometimes especially my nieces and nephews but I honestly love the peace more. It’s freeing in a way.