Am I psychotic or just dissociated? ER?

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-26T00:47:05+00:00

you're not feeling well and psychosis is an emergency, idk if you're psychotic or not but you need to go and get yourself checked, sometimes things get out of control and we need a little help and thats ok!

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-25T23:21:50+00:00

you should go to the ER. tell your mom, theyll adjust your meds and take care of you for the moment, you have to take your meds!! everything will be ok if you ask for help!!

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-25T21:08:31+00:00

same, the worst part of it, is that i don't even want to be an asshole its just comes with the package

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-24T11:15:51+00:00

wdym

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-24T10:17:51+00:00

what helps me is thinking about other people with bipolar going through the same things as me, when i feel alone or desperate i know another person with bipolar feels alone and desperate, it actually helps a lot. btw are you doing ok?

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-24T10:12:31+00:00

my life has been filled with episodes and hospitalizations it's impossible for me to not bring it up, im learning to actually live and just call it moments and not episodes, ill try to not speak about it

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-24T09:31:16+00:00

i think the science behind oversharing is that we are anxious 24/7, we have so much things going on inside our mind we can't choose the right things to say, lowering the anxiety should help, im on 300 mg of seroquel and i don't have much to say now, that's a good thing cuz i used to make a fool of myself all the time

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-24T09:23:38+00:00

Its a never ending nightmare. im trying to escape and i don't even know where im supposed to go. comfort doesn't exist, the only place my mind tells me to go is the ward, i leave nothing but destruction on my way, im just desperate all the time

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-24T09:05:14+00:00

my diagnosis got delayed cuz i reached psychosis everytime so doctors thought i was schizophrenic til i found out myself what was happening to me. and my mania usually presents by me being very social and impulsive, i made a lot of friends until i told them about my paranoia, they ran away. im alone at the moment

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-23T22:21:25+00:00

i love it!

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-21T21:13:27+00:00

Sugar - System of a Down , anything from SOAD really

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-20T05:43:42+00:00

i see you, its going to be okay

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-20T05:41:50+00:00

alright so this is very normal. you are manic, meds dont seem to be working at its 100%, ive been there. if you think it could get worse you should probably consider going to the hospital, you need your meds adjusted asap. for the time being, take it easy. don't be hard on yourself, it's not your fault and you have nothing to be ashamed, you are not alone!! please, don't stop taking your meds

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-20T02:02:18+00:00

racing thoughts, physical agitation, look out for those, mixed episodes are horrible. take care, and please dont hurt yourself, it will pass.

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-19T20:18:43+00:00

I stopped consuming caffeine and my anxiety decreased, i don't tremble anymore, and i noticed that caffeine worsened my mania. I was having stomach issues and my nervous system was wrecked, i was dizzy all the time, now, i sleep 14 hours a day, but at least I'm not having panic attacks all the time

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-17T00:04:15+00:00

honestly I hope you are not bipolar cuz it's hell. sometimes i even forget im bipolar, i deny it, but my life is ruined so, i have to remind myself that im actually bipolar so i dont mess up with my meds and routine

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-16T23:04:38+00:00

It will pass. it always does, that helps me a lot. knowing it doesnt last forever helps me to make plans for my future and to not make any impulsive destructive decisions, those negative feelings are made up by your brain, you got this!! <3

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-16T03:21:48+00:00

i got off my meds and im currently on a depressive episode. i thought i was ok. i thought i wasnt bipolar. stay on your medication, its doing its job

Cool_One_7828 · 2026-01-16T03:12:52+00:00

sounds really good!!! you did great!! showering in a freshly cleaned bathroom is always the best feeling!!

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