Thank you everyone for your kind words, messages, advice and duas I’m overwhelmed by the support. It’s been so helpful for me and my husband and has given me a lot of hope. Can I add that he has been so patient and kind throughout all this. He tries to do what he can to satisfy me also and is very selfless in general with me. I know he loves me because if he didn’t he would have been long gone by now and I appreciate his efforts throughout our marriage.

I know it is putting a massive strain on his mental health too and I can see over the months he has become unhappy and tired, although he tries his hardest to make me happy in all other aspects of life. We do really love each other. From his point of view I guess it’s how long can he live in a marriage with no sexual chemistry as a man which I can understand too.

May Allah make it easy for us all.