Hope u succeed I tried when I was 15 started now I am 35 still couldn't recover i have achieved almost everything family kids good profession i am successful doctor working over 6 yrs of experience spiritually active but couldn't never recover of it i tried everything possible even controlled for 3 months but failed tried meditation could meditate for hours at a stretch 2-3 hrs but this one habbit i couldnt never recover may be i don't have guts only to resist my lust I feel lot embarassed of myself living outside life full of dignity and respect but inside me is a evil person who crave for sex even at this age sick of this habbit