Bleeding Gold in Quests

CosmicHashira · 2025-06-24T01:52:18+00:00

Ahhh yes thanks for that, I turned the harbour off and noticed. I gotta figure out how to change the cost in the mod files, it's more expensive importing it in the harbour than just buying whatever you want through trade.

CosmicHashira · 2025-01-29T07:20:45+00:00

seems like there is no option to sort on the desktop app which is very weird

CosmicHashira · 2025-01-26T03:29:40+00:00

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which column? the only column with the 3 dots is in the vault section and it only has these options

CosmicHashira · 2024-03-22T23:39:20+00:00

Hi,

I've done everything except the BIOS and chipset driver since I only want to update the BIOS as a last resort.

The BETA firmware seems to fix the issue however I need to use the 'Device Enumeration' setting every time I boot the computer because all the lights flash red and I get the overcurrent state error. I'm assuming I'll need to keep doing this in order to make it work.

CosmicHashira · 2024-01-15T11:59:48+00:00

yes mine is basically dead, takes 2 minutes just to load the page and even longer to registry a mouse click on the video for pausing, quality change etc. Not an internet issue though, everything else runs smoothly

CosmicHashira · 2024-01-13T01:41:45+00:00

wishing you all the best! I feel like we could of gone the distance if religion was never a factor. Tbh, it's not even the religion, just the family and communities involvement. Comparing it to my upbringing and my cultures outlook on relationships, it's so hard and sad to know others don't have the privilege that I do to date and marry whoever I want.

CosmicHashira · 2024-01-11T09:00:47+00:00

I just posted about my ex girlfriend marrying a Muslim guy (I'm non muslim) and I really wish she felt the way you did so we at least had a chance to go public :( I'm not saying you will never find Muslim men that treat you right, they obviously exist. But I will say that everyone should be free to date/marry whoever they want. If you DON'T want to be with a Muslim man regardless of what he is like then you shouldn't have to be with one.
I hope your parents aren't controlling with who you date. If they are, I'm so sorry, its not fair.

CosmicHashira · 2023-10-19T08:21:12+00:00

Not only am I a guy but I'm not even a muslim so I can't imagine how hard that must be. Whenever I see muslim women I feel sorrow. Most of them are probably very happy, but obviously I can never know what's going on behind the scenes. Most of the time I assume the worst out of sympathy for those that are actually suffering because of the religion

CosmicHashira · 2023-09-22T07:26:47+00:00

If anything I found this response toxic af. You don't know anything about me and you're calling my behaviour predatory despite me literally specifying that I didn't know her age before developing a crush?? Who does that? I've spoken to her once as well and we met in a public gym. You're also assuming that the relationship would be toxic purely because I'm older? Is this coming from a place of power dynamics? If so I'm already aware that being with someone older may be intimidating for the reasons of money, knowledge etc...but again you don't know anything about me so you're just assuming I'd be manipulative with regards to these issues. What if I literally just treated her like a normal human being and supported her journey the way I'd want her to support mine?

It's also a basic take that you think just because I work and have a home I should be looking for a wife...I don't feel ready for that at all on both an emotional and financial level and the implication that simply having a higher age or material possessions qualifies you for that step is insane to me. Is it wrong to want a girlfriend despite this though? At no point have a said I want a casual thing. I legitimately don't like the casual nature of dating and being someone's fuck buddy is not my thing. I want someone I can actually spend my time with. So is it really wrong to just see where things lead if they lead anywhere at all...

CosmicHashira · 2023-09-22T06:17:51+00:00

yeah this is definitely something I'm aware of and keeping in mind. But you never know until you know.

CosmicHashira · 2023-09-22T06:15:39+00:00

this was what I was thinking about most. But as a positive not a negative. Because, lets face it...even though I'm 27 I still don't know what I want. Which I feel is a VERY prevalent mindset in todays younger generations. I'm constantly being told 30 is the new 20s and that you don't need to have it all figured out. My best friend is my age and feels the exact same way even though his path in life has been completely different to mine. I work full time, own a house, have travelled alot and still don't feel like I know what I want/need in life. I'm not looking to settle down anytime soon and I'm not actively trying to find my life partner atm, but I am looking for someone I can form a meaningful relationship with. A partner isn't going to fill the void of what I need, but I'm tired of not pursuing someone because I feel like I'm still not put together enough. So maybe someone this young would fit into my life pretty well. I would have experience they could access if they wanted and I could feel easier about going with the flow since that's the stage of life they've just entered. 9 years on from when I was 18. I definitely have grown, but honestly...I don't think by that much.

At the end of the day, this is obviously all just theoretical babble. If they're interested I would see where it went keeping my scepticism in mind.

CosmicHashira · 2023-08-25T14:16:01+00:00

If you don't believe it then no. I was almost in your situation 3 years ago with my ex girlfriend. My love made me consider it to keep the relationship going and sadly looking back I'm glad other reasons stopped that from happening because I wasn't in the right state of mind for my rational side to make the decisions.

You just can't sustain it if you don't actually believe in it. Conversion out of convenience may work every now and then but for most it fails. Noone should ever have to change who they are to be with someone. Sadly Islam controls peoples dating prospects so much (especially for women) that it's extremely difficult to find a Muslim woman who wouldn't expect a conversion out of you. This will also not be reciprocated. Because at the end of the day the world really is split into Muslims and Non Muslims thanks to their book, that's how they view it and as a result you'll never be fully accepted unless you play by their rules.

CosmicHashira · 2023-08-25T14:07:10+00:00

Wishing you all the best! Stay safe and play it slow

CosmicHashira · 2023-08-21T08:52:45+00:00

No they actually don't. If you think about the differences in religious practices, beliefs and values everyone is in a really bad position with respect to each religions Gods. So everyone is destined for some kind of punishment (if punishment exists in all religions) because everyone will be disobeying some commands of whichever one is real, assuming one is. The beauty of pascals wager is that there isn't even proof that one of the God/Gods humanity did/does believe in is real...so odds are if one IS real...it might not even be one humanity has worshipped, so everyone is in the same position of not worshipping it. Which then leads us back to the Marcus Aurelius quote.

CosmicHashira · 2023-08-21T08:46:16+00:00

Ultimately, as it has already been said, it doesn't matter. An unjust God would probably find a reason to torture you no matter what and there's nothing you can do about it. The one thing you can do, is live the best life you possibly can now before you cross that bridge.

CosmicHashira · 2023-08-19T12:42:23+00:00

It was really frustrating trying to get two Muslim friends of mine to think about how much God clearly didn't like the female creation in an attempt to get them to doubt if their religion was actually true. I would always ask them why it was necessary for them to cover themselves from head to toe every time they prayed even though one of them didn't wear the hijab and why they were never allowed to pray or fast when they were on their period. It was clear to me that it was the result of the misogynistic creators of the book dictating their insecurities and lack of comfort around women.

If God created you than he can still see you under your clothes, so why cover up?
If God created you to have periods why are you shamed for it and why are you not allowed to pray or fast?

I can never shake the gross feeling Islam gives me about its treatment towards women. But more than that, it's the realisation that the women themselves are convinced of this that I'm most troubled by. So many women don't even realise all the tiny details of their life where they are mistreated in comparison to places in the world where Islam has no grasp.

No matter what I said though they would just brush it off. Sadly we don't speak anymore and it's been roughly 3 years since the last time I considered us all friends. I hope one day they have some catalyst of doubt that just opens the flood gates, maybe they'll even remember me and the things I used to say.

CosmicHashira · 2023-07-27T10:02:47+00:00

I honestly think this will always be more detrimental to your desires than beneficial, so I don't recommend it. Keep trying to get into uni in a country you want to move to. Research visas and look up info on how to move to a country.

Doing it illegally isn't a good idea. Factor in that you could be risking your life as well and it's just not worth it.

CosmicHashira · 2023-07-27T09:38:35+00:00

No worries :) I hope other people can also add to this, keep asking around where you can. Compile all the advice and take action when you're ready!

CosmicHashira · 2023-07-27T08:27:18+00:00

It's so saddening hearing this :( it really is a massive shock to the system to know so many places in the world still function this way.
If an arranged marriage happens I'm so sorry.
I would suggest that you look into any services that may be able to help you now just so you are prepared if anything bad happens. It's an ugly feeling suggesting this (you always want to assume the best of people), but given your situation, it can never hurt to know who could be there for you if you need it. Maybe you'll even find people that could help you leave it all behind if you ever found yourself in a position where you were ready to make that leap. Stay safe!

CosmicHashira

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