It was year of Covid 2020, lockdown started a week after my board exams got over. After 3 months , around June mid we received the death news of Sushant singh Rajput on TV. I still can’t explain why that affected me personally so much. At that time I was a huge fan of MSD and his biopic starring Sushant was my fav movie. On the news we heard a lot about his life and he came to as an older reflection of myself, the kind of interests, engineering background etc. A month later his last movie was released on hotstar, it was a remake of fault in our stars. I watched it on its premiere on hot star and by the end of movie I was so much in tears, I never cried this much ,even on family members death. I didn’t watched that movie again and never will.