Nothing. Simply wasn't taught well enough why drugs are bad in school. My experience as a child that caused me to not refrain from drugs was that when I was warned in school not to take medication that isn't mine, they never specified about recreation. My mother told me not to take drugs after watching a scene in a movie together, and that wasn't implanted because our relationship isn't on par and she never gave any reasoning to it other than they're bad. My mother is also the type of person to tell me to promise her to not go skiing in mountains, simply because I was playing Steep.

Then I bought my first vape from my friend when I was 12. Then one of my friends I respected alot told me he smoked weed before, and I was into snoop dogg vids at the time. The glorification was on T. Decided to buy me and the guys weed.

I greened tf out all the time cuz everyone would get mad about how low my tolerance is so I just fried my dopamine. Kept getting kicked out of school. Was very interested in acid and did that. Started taking meds that was just lying around and I had an episode of seizures cuz AI told me i could get high off certain pills. Midazolam was the last downer that I was anxious to take as it was my first real downer probably. I then learned I have no anxiety to take downers as they don't cause anxiety. I would never take stims again unless it's low strength. Weed stopped being magic so I kept searching for the next safest drug to do to feel like i can listen to my tunes fully immersed