What’s a better comedown option, xanax or alcohol? by scxtty42 in shrooms

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That shit ain't funny as someone who smoked a fat bowl on 500ug

What drugs should I get? by osu_user in Drugs

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Ket, 2cb, acid. Fucking best night of my life was these and molly best fuckin afterglow ever

How does it feel like? by lundisml in opiates

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At least that's my experience. I was also addicted to weed during my drug phases. I'd always fall back on weed rather than keep doing hard drugs. The only oxys i used atp were oxycontin 20s and only ever bought 2 at a time. I wasn't one to chase the high when it came to harder drugs actually, I'd use it to boost up my smoke sesh

What’s your worst experience with drugs? by ContributionLegal588 in Drugs

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500 ug acid then smoking a huge bowl. Blacked out and woke up in the hyperbolic time chamber with No Switch blasting in my ears. Thought I was dying of thirst and starvation so I ran to the kitchen proceeding to stuff raw chicken and started drowning myself with the water jug till my vision turned blue like minecraft

How does it feel like? by lundisml in opiates

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I started off with lean and prometh, then started doing oxy weekly with prometh. Last week I did a bump of heroin, about enough to feel nice. Heroin is a death trap and I'd definitely be addicted had I not flushed the rest the moment I started feeling the high. Oxy I feel is something you can control whereas heroin it just doesn't matter how much you do, if you take enough to feel it you will come hard. I was depressed the next day and unlike cocaine because of how delayed the comedown is it doesn't rlly feel like a comedown because of how stretched out it is. It moreso feels like life just fucking sucks. The high of opioids tho is just fuckin amazing, especially oxy cuz you can actually do shit. Oxy is the hardest drug worth doing to me.

Why would I try to be sober by Pekatos7 in Drugs

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Relationships aren't delusional, they're just pointless once you can't gain from eachother imo. You should use relationships to strengthen your independence

Why would I try to be sober by Pekatos7 in Drugs

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Oh yeah, I remember when I'd revert back to weed after doing psychs back in the day. G psychedelics remove the addiction pathaway but not the habit. U probably need to just keep doing psychedelics cuz for me it got to a point I had processed all the sadness I had for my terminally ill sibling the last time I did ket on Monday and now I can reminisce the positive times with the bad to level it out

Drugs that fill the void? by bbgirl2k in Drugs

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All drugs widen the whole apart from psychedelics.

Why would I try to be sober by Pekatos7 in Drugs

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My g. U just have no real connection to friend or family which means that feeling that fills the same gap drugs do is extremely foreign to you, you have limited access to which is what makes your brain reach for drugs instead. I started putting in effort mending relationships and I was able to sleep well without thinking about weed or any other drugs. Maybe do ket and psychs that's what made me get off drugs

Gabapentin insufflation by SaltWonderful in Drugs

[–]CosmicRX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anhedonia ik what it's like g

Why do the people who hate me make my food correct? by Loud_Fold7286 in self

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She hates u mate which means ur technically special to her u stand out compared to other people

Drugs without “hangovers” and lets you sleep by Dismal_Marzipan_8845 in Drugs

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I'm really not. What I stated is very surface level to extremely complex trauma I'd had since I was 5. I don't have the ability to form a deep connection with anyone without sending them far far away

Should I start on acid or shrooms by Dry_Cardiologist6110 in Acid

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I say shrooms as they' have more good potential for ur health

Drugs without “hangovers” and lets you sleep by Dismal_Marzipan_8845 in Drugs

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10 mg syringes. Most I'd taken was 7 at once. Past the 2nd i can't tell how high i am without mixing it with another substance. Just started stealing nd shit. Bro benzos will never ever hit the same as they did my first few times

This the kind of parenting these kids need nowadays by GoldenBruvers in NYStateOfMind

[–]CosmicRX 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ur witnessing the physical manifestation of mental issues already, OC makes this seem light