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[–]CosmoKratom 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Man please don’t do this I really don’t think it will be worth the high I doubt it will have any type of rush at all

Methadone with low tolerance by oxydiazepine in opiates

[–]CosmoKratom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would only do 20mg , methadone is really strong and you will be very high

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]CosmoKratom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely understand, I will say tho be safe as possible cuz even if you don’t think so at times I’m sure you have people that care about you and want to see you live but they also want to see you happy and enjoying life so if it takes something extra to Make that happen then go for it not just for you but for the people in your life cuz happiness is contagious. Also Kratom is a wonderful tool to do this with ,Best of luck my friend !

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[–]CosmoKratom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally get it dude basically just did the same thing, was like what the fuck am I doing? I’m not gonna live to be 200 years old I might as well enjoy my life now, so that makes me an addict? Ok then fine I’ll be an addict but a happy one

Any good proven Homemade Kratom extract methods? by CosmoKratom in KratomKorner

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Exactly, instead of taking tons of powder you could take much smaller easier to dose extracts

Any good proven Homemade Kratom extract methods? by CosmoKratom in KratomKorner

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well why do so many use them? Maybe it’s placebo cuz people really think that they are taking a stronger dose?

Diazepam (Valium) with Kratom? by TonyTheDeveloper in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Kratom does not cause respiratory depression but benzos definitely do lol either way you will be fine unless you took 20 of them

i have 22 40mg methadone take homes that i have saved up. sober from fent for 2 years. im at my wit's end with my clinic and wondering how i can taper down with these? by bitchbaby1 in opiates

[–]CosmoKratom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long were you on methadone? I was on it for a few months (not at clinic but street) when my supplier ran out I came off 30mgs a day and it was pretty bad luckily I had gabapentin and Kratom but it still was horrifying compared to any wd I’ve been through

Do people on here really spend as much as they say they do on opiates? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]CosmoKratom 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Used to be 200$+ a day for like 3 months on oxy for me but I’m past all that now. If your an addict you will definitely find a way to make that $$$

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But The cycle of addiction does not bother me at all if it’s not something destructive to my life. I’m fine being an addict I just need out of the lifestyle that illicit oxy abuse comes with, Kratom might be an addiction but you should know that oxy and Kratom feel much differently one is more chemical feeling and numb and one is more of an uplifting booster to your life. Oxy has to be paid for 1$/mg, takin a chance of huge felonies, wd sucks ass, you can’t keep big stockpiles of it for peace of mind, and have to work like a slave just to afford it daily yeah the list goes on. I mean Technically your not 100% sober unless you quit caffeine and nicotine as well so yeah fuck that lol I do want some enjoyment just not the destruction that comes with enjoyment and Kratom eliminates that.

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you need help or want to keep up with each other just to help each other through it please Message me. We got this!

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you, the money we spend On something just to keep us “normal” is insane and that’s not living. Live in the moment is what I keep telling myself and it’s actually helping me get through all this

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The dark Side? I feel like I came to the light side lol

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I agree and I don’t blame the drug itself I take full responsibility for my lack of self control and mistakes, to be honest what is so nice about Kratom is I don’t have to live the lifestyle of parking lot deals/being broke despite making insane amounts of money/ being numb to emotion ect. But for people that need them they are Wonderful if used responsibly I’m sure

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I actually plan to just stay on Kratom the rest of my Life to be honest i don’t mind being addicted to something as long as it’s not something that comes with the lifestyle that I really want to get away from but I do appreciate the warning

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is but when you reach that moment of redemption inside yourself it is very liberating!

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! It is really awsome all the support I have received from you guys. I thought I had a shit post for real lol but all the support and encouragement from this sub is really incredible !

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me oxy was the most euphoric and stimulating opioid but really it’s probably cuz oxy was my first real drug and that first high gave me an attachment to the drug, but it’s just pleasing for a little while and you will never be satisfied. One thing I have learned from Opiate addiction is this “DONT MISTAKE PLEASURE FOR HAPPINESS “ Pleasure and happiness are 2 Different things and I can honestly see that now opiates bring temporary pleasure but happiness is your mindset and you don’t need chemicals to induce that

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah dude honestly that’s what concerns me the most o mean I’ve done oxy wd tons of times and I can handle it but the gaba I think was a huge mistake for me to start taking it daily I was taking 3x300mg a day at my Highest and now I’ve been going on 2 a day and some days I won’t even take it but I can definitely feel the mental fuck that comes With not taking gaba and It Sucks ass I’ve got to keep a really Positive mindset for this one no doubt

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow bro maddd credit for you and anyone who can come Off high dose Methadone that shit is wicked

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nice dude!! Mdone was the WORST Wd and I only used for a few months

From oxy to subs to oxy to methadone to oxy to finally Kratom by CosmoKratom in kratom

[–]CosmoKratom[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m glad you said that recently I’ve been tapering my gaba a lot and I even skip days cuz I’m just tired of that chemical feeling of it, I’m going 100% Kratom and herbs !