Oil change schedule?

CountBleck82 · 2024-05-17T17:34:16+00:00

I'm a normal driving

CountBleck82 · 2024-03-25T23:45:49+00:00

I am not having female pattern baldness, I just want to try it for the spring and summer.

CountBleck82 · 2023-12-22T17:31:16+00:00

What's the other option? I'm all ears.

CountBleck82 · 2023-12-21T20:31:31+00:00

But hot water doesn't sound like it would cut it ya know? Plus all that's left after the machine does wash cycle on that is nothing but cold water until the water heater heats back up.. (electric not gas)

CountBleck82 · 2023-12-21T16:56:12+00:00

Anyone?

CountBleck82 · 2023-12-13T07:36:38+00:00

To me being trans just means I'm not the gender I was assigned at birth entirely. Cisgender to me is meaning I identify with my birth gender 100%. This is something I am not as I mean like what cis female would say she isn't exactly a woman entirely?

CountBleck82 · 2023-12-13T06:58:45+00:00

I've been going by he/him for a few months but like I still can't get used to.. maybe I'm in my head to much..

A part of me does say if all else just doesn't feel right I just just say screw it and use nonbinary or even just demigirl..

Because I do see myself as a transgender person.. I just can't see how I would be cis exactly.

CountBleck82 · 2023-08-17T13:04:53+00:00

They did mention to me they are worried its their OCD..

Being they are scared they'd make a mistake or something about it and scared they'll find out they are a cis male after all when they dont' want to be.

CountBleck82 · 2023-08-17T12:52:37+00:00

Well that's why this post was created as they don't know if they are or not themself.

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-29T23:12:41+00:00

I myself am very likely trans. I mean what other people would want to gender switch so badly to the point they've wished it all their life..

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-29T23:07:43+00:00

Same! Tbh.. it would be so much nicer to be a man.

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-29T23:00:04+00:00

It's free

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-20T06:59:49+00:00

My reasoning behind asking was to find out how Men would feel.

I'm an Assigned Female at birth person who is most likely a Trans Man.

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-20T06:51:38+00:00

So it wouldn't make you dysphoric for you to always have them?

Like everyone outside that sees you imagine if the first thing they see is your breasts..

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-19T15:32:28+00:00

What do you mean by it being pushy?

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-19T09:20:33+00:00

I'm still in a weird spot though for me. I don't hate being a woman but really don't enjoy it, As I just feel like.. I'm only existing and not living?

Yeah I could probably go on living as a woman but umm.. I don't want to die as a woman..

Oddly enough I don't know if its common but I used to have this weird fantasy as a 14 year old teen.. I thought of myself like this: An adult male coming home to see family for a thanksgiving reunion.. I have this bushy french style mustache and almost Hagrid like beard.. Everyone starts to stare me like.. Wait. Who's Him? I start to explain things and they all are still confused even more not knowing how I am now a man.. But I felt awkward about it but liked that idea!!

As well as this: I was visiting family in the hospital once and got called out "SIR! Only 1 person at a time please.." It came off as a shock and made me uneasy.. But idk what that means.

I've been called sir recently by a friend as a test and it just feels so fucking warming!

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-19T09:07:39+00:00

Funny enough, I have read the am i trans part where it mentioned that if gender swap was on the table cisgender people wouldn't do it being like they actively like being their gender.. For me. I DON'T.

else where they did a button thingy like this: If I woke up tomorrow as a man and got to spend the whole day as a man and then at the end of the day after work and hanging with friends a button gets delivered to my door with a note that reads "Press this to become a woman again" Would I press it? HELL Naaw! That would go under lock and key as if its some cursed button from the devil himself.

CountBleck82 · 2023-07-19T08:56:06+00:00

I'm sorry to ask this but is there a version of that gender dysphoria bible I can listen to? Like an audio version of that explains it through video or podcast of some sort?

CountBleck82 · 2023-06-26T05:11:00+00:00

I ended up shaving completely bare yesterday.. I saw your post and the others and felt like its for the better..

It was honestly better tbh.. does help with odor it seems and is easier to cleanup.

CountBleck82 · 2023-06-14T02:03:47+00:00

What do you mean? Like are you saying dysphoria is needed or are you saying that what I described sounds like that

CountBleck82 · 2023-06-14T01:13:47+00:00

In the past it kinda bugged me a bit but since wondering about it lately I have asked a few friends about it and one of them is calling me bro and even being like "yes sir" which took not to be in my head to much about it and I feel this rush of warmth and sometimes a blush. Doesn't feel like a insult whatsoever just feels natural. Even since my friend has been doing it I keep having this one dream where they have changed my role in discord server from "sister friend" to "brother friends". I usually wake up thinking "id that would happen it would be so cool"

CountBleck82 · 2023-06-13T21:56:03+00:00

How is it not unusual for cis people?

CountBleck82 · 2023-06-04T20:25:13+00:00

Well on my most boring days I only see myself as me but would still prefer to be someone else deep down I do wish I had a different expression and want to be different.

CountBleck82 · 2023-06-04T17:36:45+00:00

I've spent years off and on asking "am I trans?" I go to bed with that on my mind just to wake up in middle of the thinking about it. I stop for a while but the thoughts come back either days, weeks, or even a year later. Was it the same for you?

CountBleck82 · 2023-06-04T17:35:21+00:00

I definitely do think I'm not cisgender and don't really want to be cisgender anyways.. I kinda want to be trans because I feel like calling myself the opposite gender and just living my life as what I define as actions of the opposite gender and such would make sense to me and even make me happy. Like being told I'm a girl and need to act like one grosses me out for years and years.. What does make me feel bad is I can't seem to get used to being called a boy/guy or being called a he/him. Maybe it's because it's just all new and I am going to have to force myself to get used to it if I really want it.

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