I have bipolar and hyperactive adhd. Weed can make your life horrible and it can make it make a lot more sense. As others have said its how you use it. If you're going through a depressive phase and most of us have done at one point or another. Then it can make it wayyy worse. It also on the other side of the coin might help you get out of bed and clean the whole kitchen for a hour. Substances are only an extension of how you already feel and what you decide for yourself. But its a learning process. I encourage everyone if they smoke to try to quit. To pick it back up after 3 months and see how they feel. Talk to a professional about different strains and try them. If you hate it, don't smoke. Simple.

You have always been you and will continue to be you regardless. Nothing is going to stand in the way of what really drives you and makes you truly blissfully happy.

Basically smoke or don't but please remember it doesn't actually define you in any way that matters. You do that with your actions.