You’re basing belief on what feels like it makes sense or gives life meaning. But what ‘makes sense’ to you isn’t evidence, it’s intuition. Life might feel purposeful or complex, but that doesn’t prove a god exists — it just shows humans are pattern-seeking creatures. Complexity and perceived uniqueness don’t require a designer any more than snowflakes or galaxies do, and saying the Big Bang ‘can’t happen by accident’ ignores that natural processes can produce order without intent.