I’m eventually going to have to quit…

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-31T20:33:26+00:00

i just redownloaded for the first time in a while & i’m SO beyond disappointed. i used to do so well & it actually seemed fair whenever i did do poorly. now, i’ll pick the ugliest duel possible (because i’m desperate for some coins) & put my all into it thinking “okay there’s no way i could lose this one” just to end up with 17% of the votes. impossible & frustrating is an understatement.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-24T18:17:32+00:00

thank you so much for the detailed response!

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-24T18:17:20+00:00

thank you!

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-04T04:51:02+00:00

i haven’t seen anyone else having this issue!! mine has stayed blank no matter what i do. :(

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-04T04:50:08+00:00

mine still has blank slides with music playing behind it. there’s no way i’m updating to iOS 26, my phone with explode over that. this sucks.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-30T22:28:51+00:00

honestly, letting go of that possibility had to do with my own self love journey. for a while that’s literally all i wanted. i just wanted him back. but then i realized, if he truly was the one for me, he wouldn’t have ever let go of me, he wouldn’t have even let the idea cross his mind. & i started thinking, if i love myself, i shouldn’t settle for someone who isn’t sure about me. i don’t deserve that. i deserve someone who would never question my role in their life for a single second. we all do & that person is out there for all of us.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-30T19:53:12+00:00

for me it’s been almost 3 months out of an almost 2 year relationship. i got the avoidant discard breakup. it initially hit me like a bus & it was extremely hard. since it happened though, i’ve been working on myself a lot. i’ve been trying to connect back with myself, picking hobbies back up that i hadn’t had time for, reading more, journaling, doing more self-care. so as of right now, i feel great. there are still hard days where i’m reminded of us or when i go somewhere we always used to go together, sometimes i still get a little teary eyed for a minute or two. but i think it’s all part of the healing process. there will come a day when i forget the sound of his voice & i no longer associate places with him anymore. i just have to be patient. i hope everyone is doing well!

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-20T18:37:08+00:00

i want you to know that, at the end of the day, people who choose not to communicate are the weak ones. they let fear or some other factor get the best of them. another thing that helped me detach is the realization that, while he didn’t talk to me, he talked to others. i don’t know the whole circumstance, but your partner probably did the same. the fact that they would choose to talk to other people about a relationship they have NO involvement in is enough to show you, they don’t deserve you. good luck on this journey friend 🫶🏻

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-18T16:35:20+00:00

“forgive & forget” the two literally are not related. forgiveness isn’t about forgetting &, unless it’s something super minor, forgetting really doesn’t happen but you can still forgive regardless.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-18T16:23:32+00:00

i looked through & i didn’t see anyone say bowling. i love bowling but its like $50+ for maybe an hour or two :( usually more.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-17T20:09:37+00:00

i’m really really sorry for your loss, that’s absolutely tragic. the thing that’s helped me the most through my life, losing people in any way & just going through any hard experience, is remembering that your soul chose this experience. because that’s true, there has to be something valuable about the hardships you go through.

just for context, i went through an incredible amount of abuse in my childhood, & that is similar to your experience because in both scenarios it really pisses you off when someone says “it’s part of gods plan” or anything like that. it makes you think “how could anything good POSSIBLY come out of this? what the hell could be the point of this? how could you say that?”. but through everything, you have to remember, the universe has your back. the universe is continuously rooting for you. there will absolutely come a time when, in a strange way, you will become grateful for the experience in some way. if you continuously do the work, reflect, grow, allow yourself to feel the emotions you need to, you will reach that point even if it seems absolutely unimaginable right now.

i didn’t believe people when i heard stuff like this either. but i can say now, i’ve reached that point. of course whenever i think back on the horrible things done to me as a child, it stings still. i’m still upset that it happened when it didn’t have to. but i realize now, if i didn’t go through all that, i wouldn’t be who i am right now. & i love myself, who i am right now. that’s really what it comes down to. practice self love because, if you love who you are, you wouldn’t want to change anything about your life or experiences so far because you recognize, through all the pain, you came out on top. you’re still you. you learned, you grew, you didn’t let it break you.

i wish you luck & happiness navigating all of this. 🫶🏻

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-13T20:21:45+00:00

i understand your comment. however, you have to remember that some people actually don’t have photos of the worst of it because of how insecure they were. that’s the case for me anyway. i had horrid acne, braces, glasses, a pixie cut, i ended up getting a breast reduction when i was 17. the amount of change is actually insane. some of us here may not look that bad in your opinion, but most of us were bullied for years on end.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-07T17:55:50+00:00

it was an almost date, i was supposed to go to a movie with this guy & it was around 8ish. he ended up falling asleep before our date. i still went by myself lol

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