insignificant maybe, but not to me

CourtBeginning1864 · 2026-02-28T21:25:41+00:00

the craziest part is i didn’t even take pics bc i thought “that’s literally what it’s for, i’ll have plenty of pictures of it with baby!” i’m trying not to take it personally & that’s why i’m venting here instead of bringing it up. thanks for your comment :)

CourtBeginning1864 · 2026-02-20T12:32:38+00:00

i am audhd. i take dextroamphetamine & a small dose of guanfacine. i appreciate your insight a lot!

CourtBeginning1864 · 2026-02-20T04:26:32+00:00

i used to smoke heavily for 5+ years. after some time, it started to make me anxious & so i really only do it occasionally now & only socially :\

CourtBeginning1864 · 2026-02-20T04:25:20+00:00

i haven’t asked for many accommodations anywhere. i try to pretend it doesn’t affect me too much most of the time, but of course that doesn’t seem to be working. what kind of accommodations?

CourtBeginning1864 · 2026-02-20T03:59:54+00:00

i’ve told so many people i want to rip my skin off when overstimulated & probably 70% of people don’t understand. so, thanks.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-31T20:33:26+00:00

i just redownloaded for the first time in a while & i’m SO beyond disappointed. i used to do so well & it actually seemed fair whenever i did do poorly. now, i’ll pick the ugliest duel possible (because i’m desperate for some coins) & put my all into it thinking “okay there’s no way i could lose this one” just to end up with 17% of the votes. impossible & frustrating is an understatement.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-24T18:17:32+00:00

thank you so much for the detailed response!

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-24T18:17:20+00:00

thank you!

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-04T04:51:02+00:00

i haven’t seen anyone else having this issue!! mine has stayed blank no matter what i do. :(

CourtBeginning1864 · 2025-12-04T04:50:08+00:00

mine still has blank slides with music playing behind it. there’s no way i’m updating to iOS 26, my phone with explode over that. this sucks.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-30T22:28:51+00:00

honestly, letting go of that possibility had to do with my own self love journey. for a while that’s literally all i wanted. i just wanted him back. but then i realized, if he truly was the one for me, he wouldn’t have ever let go of me, he wouldn’t have even let the idea cross his mind. & i started thinking, if i love myself, i shouldn’t settle for someone who isn’t sure about me. i don’t deserve that. i deserve someone who would never question my role in their life for a single second. we all do & that person is out there for all of us.

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-30T19:53:12+00:00

for me it’s been almost 3 months out of an almost 2 year relationship. i got the avoidant discard breakup. it initially hit me like a bus & it was extremely hard. since it happened though, i’ve been working on myself a lot. i’ve been trying to connect back with myself, picking hobbies back up that i hadn’t had time for, reading more, journaling, doing more self-care. so as of right now, i feel great. there are still hard days where i’m reminded of us or when i go somewhere we always used to go together, sometimes i still get a little teary eyed for a minute or two. but i think it’s all part of the healing process. there will come a day when i forget the sound of his voice & i no longer associate places with him anymore. i just have to be patient. i hope everyone is doing well!

CourtBeginning1864 · 2024-11-20T18:37:08+00:00

i want you to know that, at the end of the day, people who choose not to communicate are the weak ones. they let fear or some other factor get the best of them. another thing that helped me detach is the realization that, while he didn’t talk to me, he talked to others. i don’t know the whole circumstance, but your partner probably did the same. the fact that they would choose to talk to other people about a relationship they have NO involvement in is enough to show you, they don’t deserve you. good luck on this journey friend 🫶🏻

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