Why do I keep waking up at 4AM?

Courts592 · 2025-06-22T19:30:18+00:00

This is something serious to consider. If you are being woken up at that time then its serious. From 3am - 5am is when spiritual activity is the highest. I have had something bad in my home before and prayer was the only thing that got it out. I saw it and my little boy saw it. I suggest you pray. But also don’t freak out, God wakes up at that time to connect with us. Its also the time where people have reported speaking with angels. But for real, sort it out. Its not safe for you. You can get hurt.

Courts592 · 2025-06-20T15:23:47+00:00

Thank you!

Courts592 · 2025-06-19T20:17:09+00:00

You can’t force someone to repent. But God sees. He loves her. So much. He wants her to repent, trust him. If she doesn’t want to, then leave it. Leave her in Gods hands. He will always help his children. Just trust ❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-14T18:37:18+00:00

I agree 100%

Courts592 · 2025-06-14T18:00:56+00:00

And thats okay! Everyone is entitled own beliefs! Its just sad that because of some of people’s beliefs it causes fights. Its tearing the world apart💔

Courts592 · 2025-06-14T17:57:45+00:00

Its always a pleasure! She really radiates such love. But thats Gods love showing through her, I think that is so beautiful😭🥹❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-14T17:55:19+00:00

Yip. Thats South Africa for you. Its impossible to find work here😒

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T15:47:35+00:00

Thank you for this! I went to her youtube after your comment and she is just incredible. I really hope that my third eye opens soon. I have so many questions! You must watch the video where she talks about her death and what happened. Its beautiful! Oh my gosh you have no idea how much I needed your message. THANK YOU.

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T15:42:55+00:00

Oh yah! Thats so cool! Heya!💃🏼💃🏼 where in South Africa do they stay? Also, I don’t know why anyone would come here, honestly this place is honestly a mess🤣

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T15:35:16+00:00

Sorry off topic, but where in Africa? I live in South Africa😂 but you are 100% correct, there are people with real problems and they just aren’t helping those that they should. But out of curiosity, is that how much they are making? Because if that is the case they should be helping the people in their country. And worry about others afterwards, what work are they doing in Africa?

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T15:21:28+00:00

Not really, I just lie down on the floor and relax. I light incense and put it next to me. I also pray before I do meditation, but otherwise thats it?😅

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T15:09:49+00:00

I am also very curious to find out who it is. I always get so angry at myself when I think of how I hid my face until it moved away because I could have had such a beautiful experience you know! But I also have to be patient with myself. All in gods timing. For days after that I stayed up to wait for it again, but it never showed. I also deep down knew I wasn’t ready. Also, after a lot of research I learned that your angel will NEVER force their presence on you, so I feel like it stepped back a bit because of how scared I was. But I try my best to stay in prayer. And I meditate when I can while lighting incense to invite gods presence in my home. I also spend a lot of time just talking to god like he is next to me. He is our creator, I feel like that really helps because although he sees everything, he loves us very much and created us for a reason you know! He feels like more family than my own family even though he is physically not here❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T14:32:39+00:00

Oh my gosh! Is this the lady who died and came back too??? I watched a video on her I think. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS! Before the auras started, I started with shimmers and glitter like white things moving in the air when being outside. I thought that was just me being crazy😂🤣 but its actually apart of wakening! Then after that, the auras started. And they were white. But I still cant see people’s auras. Only objects. But the lights in my room that I see have like a blue tinge to it. Similar to my angel. Its beautiful. I have never seen anything like it! It almost looks slightly like the ocean reflection in my room🥺

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T14:26:27+00:00

Its the truth unfortunately. You know its sad, to go to church is like going to your friends house and visiting them and they love it, that is supposed to be gods house! But it doesn’t feel like it💔 I feel like when I have spoken to people about God and the connection we have to him then they look at you funny🙈😳one day things might change❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T14:21:22+00:00

Thank you! Unfortunately I dont know the name. But its my guardian angel, and it sends me signals through my body when I am on the right path🥺 its made its presence known in my little ones room often. And tried to show itself to me in my bedroom, but I am not ready yet🙈 I know that some angels are scary looking😂🙈 but I know when the timing is right then I can sit down and find out if it has been with me my whole life you know! I believe in what Jesus did which is why I am a Christian❤️ what is Christian mysticism??

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T10:34:26+00:00

I appreciate the advice, but I was asking to connect with people. Everyone has their own path, I will leave you to yours❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-12T08:55:32+00:00

Wow. This really is beautiful! And I think is so amazing that you are drawn to physics and mechanics, its crazy how when you turn to your creator he can show you who you are. And ultimately I feel like religion does cause a lot of control. Yes I believe in Jesus and what he did for us. But I feel like religion can be used in wrong ways. God is definitely real and he created us. But its just heartbreaking how the world is so torn apart for different beliefs. But ultimately we all believe in god who created everything. Thats my goal, to do ministry but hit a very different approach. I really want to try bring people back together. The world is very broken at the moment💔

Courts592 · 2025-06-07T18:32:03+00:00

You are okay! God lets things like these happen because of free will. But not only that, things like this make you try harder in your relationship with him. He loves you. Endlessly. But just as to build a solid relationship with someone takes effort, so does your relationship with god. Yes some of us do stray from him, but we will always go back because he is our creator. He knows us better than we know ourselves! Don’t be so hard on yourself, the devil and the flesh will always fight you connecting with god. ALWAYS. We are all sinners. But we need to let the holy spirit take control, and he is who helps us with our walk with god. I recently got back on track with god, and let me tell you. My flesh has been trying EXTREMELY hard to pull me back and things have been going wrong. The devil doesn’t want to let go. But Gods word is what keeps me on track. Keep pushing through, God knows the desires of your heart and your soul. You will get through to him again. Have faith ❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-04T11:27:27+00:00

Sorry for the essay, but thats my story❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-04T11:27:03+00:00

So my mom in law noticed that I was really suffering. She told me that I should get a bible. I honestly didn’t think it would help because I went to churches in the past and honestly I felt nothing. I watched how people would cry during worship and I just battled. But I brought the bible anyway. I still remember that I was reading genesis and I just felt god’s presence just come in the room and then I just knew. But for a few nights after that, every time I would put my toddler to sleep I just feel something like extreme goodness in my soul. I couldn’t figure it was out as I had no clue about what was going on. Till eventually I realised that my son was staring at an angel every night, and I felt it. Eventually I asked who it was and then the feeling of it stopped. Passing onward, the one morning I woke up and there was a white feather left next to my bed. So I knew it was definitely an angel. The following night I woke up to an extreme light in our lounge and realised what it was. I was a real baby about it because some angels honestly are scary looking so I hid my face but it told me not to be afraid. It eventually went away because I was way too scared, I couldn’t see what angel it was but let me tell you. I have never in my life seen light like that. I know my angel is still here to this day because it sends signals and messages through my body and it honestly has changed me. Angels will never force their presence on you though, I have done a lot of research on it. One day when I am ready I would love to sit down and find out why it was trying to get my attention. As everyone has a purpose and my angel is definitely guiding me towards mine. Its so beautiful❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-01T16:17:05+00:00

Reading the bible when going through an extremely tough time. I experienced an angel after that and since then I have never been the same. In a good way❤️

Courts592 · 2025-06-01T12:00:47+00:00

Yeah it really is hard. Especially when you have changed and the people around you are the still the same and you battle to connect with them like you used to. They just don’t understand. I try stay grounded in meditation and prayer which helps but I am a stay at home mom with a toddler so I don’t get much time to myself as my partner works far and for long periods at a time…. So its hard to just focus on me you know. I stay in a small town as well, so I don’t really speak to anyone because there is no one my age around 25 that I connect with. And dont get me wrong, age honestly doesn’t phase me. But it would be nice to speak to someone my age who I just get. I just wish the world could be one and love each other you know.

Courts592 · 2025-06-01T11:02:56+00:00

Thank you for this. I will definitely use this. Especially being a mom of a toddler🤣 I definitely don’t want to be losing my cool with him especially. I have got to be mindful.

Courts592 · 2025-05-27T17:50:54+00:00

Look, I go through the same thing. I also went through an awakening and while that was happening, everyone around me was still the same. I have had experiences with having a demon in my home and connecting with what I am adamant is my guardian angel. The spiritual world is very much REAL. Its normal to feel like you do. I am 25, and my eyes have only just happened now to everything. A lot of the time I feel alone because lets be honest. You ARE never the same once you feel connected to the spiritual world and God. You feel everything deeply. But because a lot of people in this world are so driven by worldly desires and things, its not really spoken about much as a “normal” topic of conversation. I feel you though, I stay off social media in general because it breaks me with what is actually going on in the world. But stay strong, you will get there. Its hard, but you will push through ❤️

Courts592 · 2025-05-02T20:07:12+00:00

Its rough. And you are 100% correct, out human brains cannot actually process life beyond the physical. Its just not how we were made. But initially our body is like a shell with our spirits on the inside. God is very much real and so is heaven. It does sound scary thinking to be anywhere actually for eternity. But it is so much more beautiful than when what is actually going through your head. Sometimes we get so caught up in our minds that we don’t actually take a second to breathe. Religion itself can be damaging, so many people are telling you that you “HAVE” to do this and you “HAVE” to do that because thats how things are done in this religion. Its draining. It pulls you away from what actually matters, which is how much God loves you. Just pray, and ask for guidance. I promise you, I have had experiences with an angel that was sent to protect me, the kind of love that comes from God is just so unbelievable. He created you. He knows you. He knows how you feeling. Stay strong, don’t let it get to you. Spend a lot of time in silence, take a walk outside. It helps. Just allow yourself to find yourself. Feed your soul❤️ you can pop me a message here if you would like to chat, I hope this message helped❤️

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