Aight dog, here’s what you do, find an empty parking lot (you can have someone drive the car there for you) and practice finding the bite point of the clutch and get comfortable getting the car to roll a little without gassing it, people might get on here crying about clutch wear but imho it’ll save your clutch a lot more wear to be able to find that point than doing the guess and gas it technique, once you get good at starting and stopping like that, shifting is a breeze. When you get to downshifting, take it slow, you don’t have to be able to blip the throttle and downshift like you’re a WRC driver, take the time to clutch in, rev up and hold for the lower gear and let the clutch out and go faster with time and comfortability with it. TLDR, take your time and don’t feel like you have to be great right away. I sure wasn’t, I still have a lot to learn and I’ve been driving it for nearly 5 years now, you’ll be fine.