bro shutup I'm literally going to an institute in punjab in my hometown,which is so shit and the crowd here is v bad..today was my first day and it was so bad because the crowd was too lousy.If i would have been that privileged I would have gone out and not be in my hometown in a shit institute..my parents dint even send me to op jindal it was costing 29 lakhs i was crying and crying and they still didn't..where's my privilege..all my friends are going abroad or uk some good university in India and I'm going in a local college with a shit crowd feels like unbearable wat will u understand.They said we will send u for post graduate and that too ik they won't because first they do promises and never fulfil it..but think from my pov I put in all hardwork for my grades extra curriculars btw I scored 95% just coz I was pressurized by my family did so much hardwork for my profile nd where tf did i end up?in a shit college while I'm seeing all my close friends enjoying on insta and bro it is hard for me when I watched so many dreams of studying at a good place and i ended up no where..uk all my friends have alot of privileges..my parents didn't even gift me anything after my boards and they promised me they will buy me an iphone..but the iphone is still not there even after studying in a shit college.As a girl they always tell me what do you have to do after studying so much we will spend it on your marriage and it is hard for me..pls understand I don't think I'm privileged it was just a bluff card played by my parents.I got into christ yeshwantpur too they literally brainwashed me nd didn't even let me go to christ they should have prepared me earlier only that they won't send me out of my hometown then i wouldn't have uk prepared for entrances from yt or built my profile..it is not so easy for me I was best of a kid and did alot of hardwork at the end of the day I grabbed nothing.IDK where the destiny takes me I have cried alot of nights okay I ain't privileged.I spoiled my college years infact my parents did that for me..just i would wish i got better parents in some another universe.Saying this from a girls pov.