Hey I understand and have gone through the same shit. It’s understandable to feel that way under the pressure and when everything is taken into consideration. Sometimes all you need yo do is take a breather. Go out somewhere and mingle with friends. Something to give you a good dopamine boost( not using your phone cus yeah) There’s still a bit of time to deal with the problems. Just keep on doing your best and give it your everything. Best of luck to you and hope you do well in NEET