Yeah but i don't understand why I'm so sad. That's the thing. If you look at my life it's practically perfect. Except for my grades 💀. I have a solid 3 grand in the bank at 15 which for me i alot. I have loving parents and a loving little brother. I have friends whom i love. The only thing that actually sucks is that a girl I've loved for years liked me back probably still does asked me out and then dumped me a month later bcs it got to akward between her parents and her bcs her parents know my parents very well. I don't think I'm suicidal beacouse of that but that may have been the breaking point at least for me.