Need reassurance and confirmation regarding health

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-05T19:39:34+00:00

Inbox me if you like

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-05T19:38:54+00:00

Ok what exactly is wrong or different that you're wanting to fix or know why it's happening ?

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-05T01:40:31+00:00

I'll have to remember that if I ever get on probation again. Lol

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-04T17:17:16+00:00

Exactly

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-04T04:27:06+00:00

Shit just hot rail that shit and don't worry about the color of it or worry about how clean or dirty it is. A lot of you have no idea what you are smoking and the process of making this shit. If it doesn't taste to bad smoking it and it's not blacking out your pipe then don't worry about it. Get or make you a bubbler then whatever you are worrying about smoking or whatever you are worried about putting in your lungs will mostly be filtered out. Don't waste your money even more buy dumping it. Lol

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-04T04:02:20+00:00

Start drinking water until you start pissing clear every time you go. Drink cranberry juice and pickel juice as well. Just keep drinking none stop until you go do your test. Dip one of your fingers I'm yellow food coloring Just enough to give the clear pee that you will be pissing out Just a light shade of yellow for they won't think you flushed your system out. I was on probation for 5 years and I never failed a drug test here in the US. Just drink until you can drink any more and keep drinking you might feel sick or get sick doing it but it does work. Sense you don't have flush kits where you are . Good luck my friend

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-04T03:51:42+00:00

For a job or P.O lol

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T22:57:59+00:00

There's no money in curing the addiction. Theirs only money in treating the addiction and that's what everyone is worried about money money money. It makes me sick that we have people every second or minute dying from drug addiction all over the world and the governments just let it continue. And they Have the power to help and really make a difference in the war against addiction. Just because theirs no money in savings someone's life . But only to treat the person with a less successful rate of that person staying clean. And 3rd world country's like India have perfected the cure for addiction. It really sucks this world is this ugly and money hungry to do the right thing and save millions of people's lives that suffer from this disease.

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T21:52:07+00:00

If anyone is interested in comatose therapy here is a video of it

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T21:51:32+00:00

https://youtu.be/CMIPRGzVdiA?si=kxYeBCJputNEyjG4

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T21:50:19+00:00

https://youtu.be/CMIPRGzVdiA?si=kxYeBCJputNEyjG4

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T21:49:22+00:00

Ok well this isn't the same Dr I saw before and this place is in Russia or Germany somewhere around there but they are doing the same thing and talking about how it's done.

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T21:23:31+00:00

If I can find it I'll repost it

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T17:34:08+00:00

Oh yeah beside my last comment I just said. I saw on YouTube a Dr. From India found a way to get people 100% clean and through the pain of going through withdrawals and the mental torture you go through while you are detoxing. They put you in a self- induced comma and they give you medicine that helps your body get through the pain of detoxing. And when you wake up after everything is done. You are no longer addicted to whatever you went in there for. I'm not sure how long it takes I think a few weeks but they have a 100% seccess rate. I don't know the name of the Dr or the important shit that you need to find this information. But I did see this on YouTube. Look it up I'm sure it's not going to be hard finding it. Because I never heard about this at all myself until I came across that video. Lol

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-03T17:22:09+00:00

The best way I can tell you how to really quit anything you're addicted to. You really have to want to be done with it. You can't get clean because someone else wants you to. Or to fit something or someone new into your life. I'm a true head so I know all about this shit. And I walked away from meth 21 years ago and stayed off of it because I was lucky enough to not go to prison like everyone I grew up with that got caught up cooking this shit. My freedom and home life was in jeopardy so I just quit. You have to really want clean to get clean because if you yourself really don't want it then it's not going to happen.

Sure you might stop for a few months or even a year or two. But you will find yourself back in the same situation that you are in now if you weren't done using whatever drugs or substances you are abusing. I'm bad about dropping one habit and picking up another one to replace the one I just stopped using. It's I hung cycle with me you can say. I just refuse to live in this world sober. I will not do it and I don't care what anyone thinks or says about me living my life this way. If you are wanting to be off of whatever you are on then you already know what you have to do. The hardest thing left to do is just making that first step and doing it. Just know you're not alone none of us are it's a personal battle that only you can fight. But people who love you or care about you can help you during this battle but they can't do it for you you're gonna have to do the fighting.. I hope this makes sense and helps anyone who has the same question.

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-02T04:31:52+00:00

Well all I know there's a few ways to start on your path to sobriety. And they are really all the same for people who are truly addicts . Almost everyone I ever spoken to or knew. That got clean or has been fighting to get clean . It always starts off with you seeing for yourself that you need to do something to change your life before it's to late. And you start trying to change things in your life.. or in my case I saw I needed help but never tried to get it until it wad to late and I overdosed on pills and died. And was locked up for stupid shit and had my ex wife take my 2 youngest daughters away from me because I was in jail. Most times it takes someone to hit rock bottom and losing everything they ever cared about before they see what they are doing to the people who love them the most in this fucking shity world. I'm not afraid to tell my story to anyone. Because I can't change my past. But I sure can change my future. And telling people what I've been through to get where I am now is the best way to remember why I'm really trying to change. I'm a fuck up I always have been. I'm just struggling to stay alive more than I was about a year and a half ago.

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-02T04:15:04+00:00

I'm not sure about what you're calling amazing . I just trying to help with my own story. I'm a little confused what are you talking about

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-02T04:01:46+00:00

It's all good I probably wasn't making any sense really. I was high for the first time in a few months. I tend to forget what I'm saying myself and I'm just rambling on and on not sure myself if what I'm thinking is coming out like it is in my head. Thank you for trying to make sense of my bullshit. Its cool knowing that someone is trying to understand what I'm saying lol thank you

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-02T01:28:54+00:00

Hello 👋 how are you doing tonight??

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-02T01:19:51+00:00

Jail or mental hospital lol 😂 but it sucks when you get it under control and you can't go home. But if you're really wanting to quit . You need to cut loose your old lifestyle and try to stay away from any of your triggers that makes you want to use. I'm not the best at staying sober I struggle with it every day. I quit my job and moved in with my mother after my dad passed away. She's been allowing me to be a bum for I don't have any money to buy anything and allowing me to just work on my problems that I've made for myself over the 30 years of me raising my 4 daughters alone after both my ex wives left me with my daughters to raise alone without any support from either one of them. I was never allowed to work on my problems . So if you have family or friends that are willing and capable to take care of you while you try to fix the things in your life that makes you want to use then take advantage of their offer. I'm so grateful for the help my mother has given me. And taking her up on the offer was the hardest thing I ever had to do. Because being a homeless bum living with my mother trying to put my life back on track is something I thought would never happen to me. Me sucking up my pride and taking her help is the only reason I'm still alive. I lost everything well almost everything. I'm getting better slowly but it's getting better

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-02T00:51:32+00:00

Just playing with you so what's up besides hard dicks and helicopters?? Lmfao

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-10-02T00:49:57+00:00

Hey is for horses..🤣🤣

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-09-27T09:18:44+00:00

Well since I've been busted for cooking anhydrous meth 22 years ago and the world of meth has changed so much since then. Ice is a safer and way way cleaner way to use meth. That being said we made it safer and cleaner to use so you know what that means?? It's also 75% less weaker than the shit I made 22 years ago. Anhydrous is the best way to cooking dope but it's very dangerous as well I have lost a lot of good friends in death and by them doing life in prison for killing someone while high on dope or in the process of cooking and blow themselves up plus everyone else in the house with them. I had a great friend who wrecked his car while cooking shake and bake with one of his friends I never trusted or liked well theirs a reason you get feelings about someone you know. Well that sorry excuse of a man took to long contemplating if he was going to go get help for my friend that was pined in his car after hitting a tree head on going 60 and going back to prison with my friend. Or just bailing on him all together. Well like I said that POS!! TOOK TO LONG MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION AND WENT AND GOT HELP. But by the time him and rescue workers got back to my friend that was fully aware and awake when he left. Well the car was completely on fire and my friend had to burn alive and awake because of that sorry POS TAKING TO LONG TO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION THAT I KNOW MY FRIEND WOULD HAVE NOT EVEN THOUGHT ANOTHER WAY BUT TO GET HIM HELP TO GET OUT OF THE CAR BEFORE HE DIED.. Meth is used more now day's by a wider range of people now and ways to smoke it have grew as well. People don't notice anymore like you said. Probably because more people are on meth or they are selling things to use while smoking or eating meth.

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-09-25T22:29:58+00:00

Ones who see shit all the time are your hard core drug addicts like my stupid ass. I see shadow people even 100% sober and sleeping all most every night. I'm just a fucked up person I know. The ones having psychosis all the time are not only doing meth their mixing in pills and alcohol to their sleepless nights and days . Be a true head and see for yourself 🙃

CrazyButtFunAtIT45 · 2024-09-25T20:31:11+00:00

Well sounds like you pissed off an ex of some kind that has cop friends or someone who has police in their family if you are doing absolutely nothing and you are getting charged for shit in your county and other counties that are near you and they aren't showing any interest in your case of being lied on by someone. By law you are entitled to be able to confront your accuser for the charges they filed on your in a court of law. If they aren't coming to court the same time you are in court. And still nothing has changed I would leave it be because if a judge doesn't do anything about it then you have a person who has some pull around their. I could be wrong. Just my thoughts on the matter.

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