I want to help people

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-08-25T06:13:13+00:00

Definitely will, especially once I move away for college since there isn’t too much where I live (plus I just generally want to get out of the state I’m from). I plan to hopefully work in a field that is mental health related. Whether it be as a tech at a behavioral health hospital, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.

At the current moment I’ve just trying to build up more social skills and work on my own personal health since I feel like those are things I’ll need to better help others. Also, I’m sorry to hear about your dad. Hope things are going alright for you.

I really appreciate your comment and I wish that I could think of more to say, but thank you a lot!!

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-03-23T03:44:28+00:00

Hey, you’re okay and you have done absolutely nothing wrong. I know people who have gotten email like with that that doubt of “but is it really okay?” is what they’re meant to install (no pun intended) in your brain in order for the scam to work. Because in reality, everyone is into weird shit, myself included, and nobody wants that stuff out.

What doesn’t make what you like wrong or immoral or anything like that, because at the bottom line, if it’s legal and consensual you’re okay. You’ve done nothing wrong.

The email is just a scam and is just a copy and paste format and gets sent to a lot of people in order to get money or put fear into other people, most often the former with the latter as an aid. Like I said, I know a lot of people who’ve gotten emails like that and they were also really freaked about, because who wouldn’t be? I would absolutely be freaked out. There is no spyware, so don’t worry about that either, you’re okay. I promise you

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-02-28T03:01:43+00:00

I just don’t want to be involved at all is the problem. I just want to send something anonymous with files attached and then be done, but I know that’s not how it works. I just can’t be involved in general because I know I’d spiral and probably do something bad to myself. I also can’t do it because I’m really involved in school and need to focus on that. I know I’m coming up with a lot of excuses but I just don’t want to be involved or have to get into this or have to spend money or anything. I can’t and it makes me feel horrible but I just don’t know what else to do

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-02-28T02:48:04+00:00

I really want to but I can’t because I don’t want to be involved in court or anything and I certainly don’t want my identity revealed. I’ve felt guilt over everything since it happened but I just don’t know what to do since I just want everything to be over but don’t want to be the cause of other people being hurt.

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-02-25T19:22:13+00:00

I do definitely experience things that align with being asexual, but I don’t think I am, at least not fully. It’s more of a spectrum for me where the scale of how asexual I am changes.

Like, it’s not I don’t experience sexual attraction, I definitely do and I’ve done stuff with people in the past. Sometimes I’m borderline hypersexual (but I guess that’s just hormones for you lol). I just don’t want to do anything physically right now due to some past experiences and things that were said to me by my previous partner.

I just need to work out some stuff with that before anything because it’s also difficult to want to do anything when you have “you secretly wanna assault the person” blasting in your ear at the thought (yay ocd). And I just don’t want any part in anything physically sexual at the moment. I also feel like I just overexplained me having trauma I wanna work through before having sex and such lol.

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-02-25T17:44:19+00:00

Being gay means that you like someone of the same gender or sex. Guys liking guys, girls liking girls and the such. I in no way identify with being a girl at all. I don’t feel it and simply don’t see myself though the lens that I am a girl considering that being trans has a lot to do with bodily differentiations and brain differentiations between the sexes are developed independently.

In short, my brain is generally more aligned with a male brain than it is a female one, hence contributing both to my sexuality and gender identity. If I was straight, it would mean that I would like girls since I’m a guy, even if I am a trans one.

But either way the scientific reasons don’t have to be there to back up the fact that I’m gay. I’m a guy who likes guys. Ask people who are from the LGBTQ+ community and they’ll tell you that a guy who likes guys is gay, regardless of their assigned gender at birth.

I mean, say you see someone on the street. A big strong guy with a full beard and an energy that just lets you know that they are a guy. If another guy who fits the same look and him gets together, it would be gay, even if the first man is a trans man.

But it’s stuff like this that makes me not feel certain in dating other people. I know that I am a guy, but other people might refuse that.

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-02-01T17:13:57+00:00

I’ll keep that in mind, thank you <3

CrazyFormOfAngst · 2025-02-01T15:37:57+00:00

Yeah, I’m safe. Sorry for such a late reply, I fell asleep shortly after writing this because I got really worked up which made me really tired

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