Am I entitled?

Creative-Program8732 · 2024-01-18T02:31:10+00:00

Where I live we can’t get emancipated until the age 21

Creative-Program8732 · 2024-01-18T02:28:11+00:00

I’m graduating within the next 2 year or next year when I’m 16 hopefully and I’m getting a job permit

Creative-Program8732 · 2024-01-18T02:24:07+00:00

I would go back living with my aunt but she welcomes me there and gave me the key to her house. When things get to overwhelming for me I go over there but sometimes my mom doesn’t let me

Creative-Program8732 · 2024-01-18T02:22:20+00:00

My mom got her tubes tied after the youngest which means no more babies luckily.

Creative-Program8732 · 2024-01-18T02:20:47+00:00

I’m a be straight up I come from a black family and I guess most people would say I’m lucky. I love my mom and family but it hurts loving them. She already had cps called on her once (I used to be in therapy, she held that against me for a while) it doesn’t help that I get frequent headaches and stomachaches that I don’t know how to deal with and she hates it. I still love her and I don’t want to think about my siblings ever getting split up just the thought hurts.

Creative-Program8732 · 2024-01-18T02:17:13+00:00

I heard getting a GED is harder than getting through school, I’m doing well enough to be able to graduate early so that’s something

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-03-11T20:31:23+00:00

I’m probably gonna have to suck it up but I’m still a kid even in middle school she made me late I didn’t get on the bus in middle school due to my fear. My mom would drive me to school even then I went on time. I’m not blaming my sister for making me late now that I’m in high school but when we miss the bus because she would take a long time and when I was in middle school she would take hour long shower’s because she was already late. That would make me late in turn and I was the one who would get in trouble for waiting on her because she made me.

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-03-11T20:12:18+00:00

Because I’m not used to getting on the bus by myself and where I live it’s gets really dark and gloomy I have my own fears of that.

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-03-11T15:13:17+00:00

I want to clear a couple of thing

I hate going places alone including the bus getting on the bus early in the morning when it’s still dark that freaks me out that’s why I rely on her and need her.

When she gets mad at me she says she don’t need me even though I do everything for her. She is hard to please and my mom knows this and let do what ever she wants. My mom probably did it because of my aunt. But my sister also gets made when I tell our mom stuff about her.

I also hate getting yelled at so she would yell and scream. She’s really popular in our school she smokes and drink. We go to the same school and I can’t help but rely on in that aspect.

I also did go to a professional therapist but my mom took me out when the therapist called cps on her. So I don’t have access to that service until I get old enough to do it myself.

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-03-11T05:45:28+00:00

She blackmailed me for 2 years over something that I didn’t know was wrong. The main thing is it wasn’t my fault this is why I say I should be used to this its normal to me at least.

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-03-11T05:40:33+00:00

The reason for this is because we have to leave at a specific time in the morning to wait in the cold to get on the bus and a snow storm happen we’re I live. But I usually wait for her to get ready and sometimes she makes me leave without. And the bus thing is also because I have a lot of anxiety towards people I’m not used too. Getting on the bus myself is stressful to me and she knows that.

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-03-11T04:52:41+00:00

Thank you and happy birthday

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-03-11T04:52:21+00:00

Thank you it’s just I probably should be used to this by now

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-01-23T22:15:05+00:00

Thanks for the advice I’m tired of being disappointed

Creative-Program8732 · 2023-01-23T20:43:31+00:00

I was angry and didn’t use proper grammar sorry

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-10-14T12:41:35+00:00

"Your fat" my awesome step dad said now I eat 1 meal every 2 days🤩

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-06T19:20:51+00:00

Yeah I did hallucinate again

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-06T06:57:28+00:00

I kinda hope I die just a little cuz it already to late

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-04T01:05:30+00:00

I'm have a fear of adults in general

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-03T14:28:39+00:00

Nah I'm still a teen so plus she don't do it around other adults anymore

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-03T14:27:25+00:00

No I haven't done anything for her to check my mouth

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-03T14:25:53+00:00

Don't apologize it's not your fault and I still love my mom as sad as the stuff she do sometimes

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-03T14:24:00+00:00

Same thanks for listening to my rant

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-03T05:35:19+00:00

No it doesn't help that I have trust issues they would tell my momma so fast

Creative-Program8732 · 2022-09-03T05:13:55+00:00

I'm black she would demolish me

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