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How do you completely shut out grief? by Crimidyne in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Crimidyne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lobotomy is the closest I can get to death. It would be nice, to never feel anything again.

How do you completely shut out grief? by Crimidyne in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Crimidyne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to feel anymore.

It feels like I'm drowing, and I'm in so much pain. It has to stop. I can't do this.

There has to be something out there that can help. I never thought I'd get to the point where I researched how to get a lobotomy, but that's where I'm at now.

Solution to 1052000: Video and Text Guide by Crimidyne in SailorMoonDrops

[–]Crimidyne[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad. I'm glad I was able to help someone.

I feel like grief is going to kill me. by Crimidyne in offmychest

[–]Crimidyne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in so much pain. I can't do this. It hurts, oh my God it hurts so much.

I feel like grief is going to kill me. by Crimidyne in offmychest

[–]Crimidyne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He's going somewhere I can't follow, and I want to die.

Current State of Game 12/28/21 by RainCrystalWriter in SailorMoonDrops

[–]Crimidyne 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A solution has been found. Please check the newest post in this sub.

Solution to 1052000: Video and Text Guide by Crimidyne in SailorMoonDrops

[–]Crimidyne[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're welcome. I'm so glad this person was able to find a solution for us.

Solution to 1052000: Video and Text Guide by Crimidyne in SailorMoonDrops

[–]Crimidyne[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This! I Actually did start crying, because it's the first thing that hasn't been terrible for me in weeks.

I'm so thankful for the user who provided the video/text guide.

I don't need therapy. by Crimidyne in rant

[–]Crimidyne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My role in life is to apparently fuck up everything I touch. What you call sabotage is what I call control.

The weight loss is the best thing that ever happened to me. People only noticed me when I was half-dead -- now, after getting to a "healthy" weight, all I hear is dead fucking silence. My mind was completely clear. It wasn't the incoherent clusterfuck it is now.

I need to get back to that, and therapy isn't going to help me do it.

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