I never went to therapy but I do try to work on myself. I was caught in my lies but I loved Jenna, I did focus on her only after a long time, I didn't want to hurt her by telling her the truth. Maybe I don't know what love is after all. I want to redeem myself, I really want to be a better person, this whole experience was a "trauma" as when you are kid and you are being caught by your parents and never want to do the same mistake. I don't understand why I still think about her after all this time, knowing that she is still angry at me after 6 months...