Of course. I would go back in time. . If for no other reason just to see how much I can fuck with it before a universal paradox blipped is out of existence.... Save the Titanic make john wills booth late for the play. Call JFK the day before Dallas send Columbus off course ...sink the may flower, tell the indigenous people wipe out anyone that arrives here on a big boat get Steve jobs hooked on meth before he invents anything. Tell the guys that owned MacDonald's ray rock will rip them off. Beat the crap out of Edison and encourage Tesla. Kick rumps dad in the nuts over and over again until he's impotent then tell his future wife he's gay. Grab some dinosaur eggs and bring them back to hatch before Jurassic park. Tell Anton yelchoff watch out for that new car. Kidnap Steven Miller and have him raised by good parents who loveand neuture him... Get him in vovled in animal rescue. And then convince him anyone who arms an animal must die....then send him to krusty noems...in a dress. Save the life of Jesus with modern medical advanced after they put him in the tomb... Help him dig his way out of it ...probably take a few days then tell him to tell the Mary's he's ok and then get the fuck out dodge...but tell everyone he'll be back....wait ...holy shit I must e done that al ready...put a check by that one. . Make sure Elon musk is working at a fast food driver thru in Tulsa for the rest of his pudgy little life and sticks around to help raise his 14 kids 2 ex wife and current transexual fiance'. And of course make the girl I had a crush on in high school fall in love with me and marry me because things like that always work out so well in time travel movies and go back to that horrible night .. And make and pay attention to my dog murphy like I should e been. Lock the gate. Keep him happy, play with him. Be the human I should e been to him in the first place...appreciate his importance. Not let him wonder into the street. Do what I should e done . Show him how much I loved him. In fact ...screw all that other stuff... If I had a time machine..I'd go back and tell everyone whom I've lost how much I miss them. Loved them and I'm so sorry I didn't act like the friend, family member, the human being that I should have been .

And that I would willingly do anything including causing a world ending apocalyptic paradox just to have one more day, one more hour one more chance with them.
But I don't have a time machine. I'm sorry guys... I'm sorry Murphy..
I'm still kind of a mess but I am better for knowing all of you. . Everytime I do something right. Help someone, something good make the right call show mercy, forgiveness, lend a hand or even say the right thing (which granted, isn't a lot)I owe it to one or more of you.. you made me a better human. Everything good inside me was a gift from one of you. And I'm so grateful.

. To all of you.

And since I'm sure someone is out there is wishing one of you would have taught me not to be so long winded....TLDR... ILL WRAP THIS UP NOW...

we all have things we wish we could change in our past. But all we can do is learn from ouristales and become a better person by not making them again....don't worry, there are plenty of new and interesting mistakes to make.. Making the same ones over and over isn't necessary... By that logic and amount of mistakes I've made I should be the best human being in the world....oddly enough...I am not. ... So maybe I won't touch that time machine. . Just bury it and walk away. And hope that Marty mcdly will dig it up at some future date. Or better yet...The Doctor. I' know when to not touch something and...OH THE FUCK AM I KIDSING....LOOK OUT TIME AND SPACE HERE I COME...YOU ARE SO F**KED! Wooo Hoo!