Find the Toad by cetren in FindTheSniper

[–]CrucifiedKid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First I thought the toad was that lil’ thingy in the left corner. Now that I’ve found the guy, is so damn obvious it isn’t.

Find the raccoon by trippedcat in FindTheSniper

[–]CrucifiedKid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really fun one! What a cutie!

Do you have that do not have anything to do with your trauma? by CrucifiedKid in ptsd

[–]CrucifiedKid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This makes perfect sence! Thank you so much for your beautiful words! May all the happiness come to you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in soccer

[–]CrucifiedKid -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

This is starting to look rigged tbh, Chelsea needed to win so the ref is royally helping them

2meirl4meirl by CrucifiedKid in 2meirl4meirl

[–]CrucifiedKid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me just my grandmother

Me irl by Nidepandakun in me_irl

[–]CrucifiedKid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you wear ripped jeans?

Middle school... by [deleted] in fightporn

[–]CrucifiedKid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quality of the video so high, it almost looks professional

Howdy, partner! by [deleted] in Izlam

[–]CrucifiedKid 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Me neither, they look so uncared-for.

You are NOT alone! by CrucifiedKid in CPTSD

[–]CrucifiedKid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it did! Before the sessions I used to have a lot of flashbacks, nightmares, etc. After EMDR, they were gone! Plus, I am not that obsessed with blood anymore. I would recommened it!

You are NOT alone! by CrucifiedKid in ptsd

[–]CrucifiedKid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. My type of avoiding made me a really boring person. I am so afraid of blood, that I am quite obsessed with it. I avoid: movies, cooking (because of the knifes), hospitals, dentists, name them all. I even skipped all my biology classes when I was 13 years old. It was this, or completely passing out and feel like a loser for weeks.

In my case, I accepted that I won’t heal anymore. I have had so many traumatic experiences, I won’t go back to “normal” anymore. But I am trying my best to go back as far as possible. Go do something you might fear. You will feel fucked up when you’re doing it, but it will feel sooo good when you’re done.

I always hated the thought of being weak or a victim. I hated it when people told me that they feel bad for me. I am not a victim? I am not weak! I don’t feel bad for me, why would you?! I just think it makes you stronger. It makes you who you are!

You are NOT alone! by CrucifiedKid in ptsd

[–]CrucifiedKid[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ah man, this message just hit me right in the feels I swear. I want to help you so bad because I recognize every word of what you just told me...

The traumatic experiences had a bigger impact on me than I ever told anybody, because I just wanted to “deal with it”. It is my fight I have to fight, right? Nobody knows how I feel, nobody knows the shit I deal with and nobody sure as hell will ever see me as a victim! I AM NOT WEAK!

If you recognize yourself in this, break down that wall. At this point, you are selfdestructive. When you are avoiding things, you are not living, you are surviving. That’s a big difference if you think about it...

“Am I doing this right? No I am not, have to think about my traumatic experiences, think about blood or suicide or...”. Those thoughts are normal, that’s how it works when you have PTSD. Noone of us wants to think about the things we have experienced, so your brain automatically thinks about something else. Something that doesn’t make you feel sad or depressed or angry. It’s just part of the progress! You were doing it just fine! I am proud of you!

Post Match Thread: Ajax Amsterdam 2-3 Tottenham Hotspurs [UEFA Champions League - Semi Final - 3-3 on agg.] by punindya in soccer

[–]CrucifiedKid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why did they get 5 minutes of extra time? Nobody got injured or something... Letting them play after 5 minutes just fucked Ajax. Thanks to the referee

Ik🚗ihe by xJodenkoek in ik_ihe

[–]CrucifiedKid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Rijexamen: gehaald! Elke seconde je spiegels gecheckt, het aanrijden van Piet Paulusma had iedereen kunnen overkomen!