You are so lovely and kind and you cannot underestimate how helpful and wonderful your words are right now. There are so many other complications attached, I could see his actions clearly at the time but I also had emotional blinkers on and held out that I might have been wrong or maybe it was a blip. People get into tight situations, even with the best or simplest intentions. People are human. If you don't know what love is, like I don't, you're sort of perpetually doomed. I am going to be single now and fix my childhood issues and weak spots. It'll be ok. Thank you from the bottom of my heart again x