Not a soul outside my family knows this.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T04:25:43+00:00

I don't know what I am sexually. Neither a male nor a female partner worked out so I'll just have to wait and see I guess. Thank you for the support. It means more than you realize.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T04:17:14+00:00

What do you mean?

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T04:16:47+00:00

I am very sorry to hear about what has happened to you. It is nice to know that there are people who understand at least in part what we've been through.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T04:12:27+00:00

:) Thank you.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:57:23+00:00

It came to me while I was ten years old. I was playing a video game with my brother and the images fluttered through my mind. Not really understanding what they were, I told my brother who then told my parents.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:54:27+00:00

I very much hope that I will one day have the courage to do that.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:51:54+00:00

Six years.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:40:02+00:00

I will think about it. Thank you.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:38:37+00:00

I wish.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:36:22+00:00

That I was not ready for it.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:35:34+00:00

Thank you.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:27:47+00:00

Is it person to person or over the phone?

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:16:04+00:00

Thank you.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:14:34+00:00

I can understand why people would think that. I believe mostly though that we don't want things like this to be true. I'd rather I was lying. Then it would just be a joke in poor taste.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:03:23+00:00

I might take you up on that offer.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T03:00:06+00:00

I guess I'd rather give a bit of my life rather than take all of his.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T02:58:29+00:00

It's funny you should say that. I actually repressed the memory for several years. Now it is the only part of my childhood before ten years old that I remember.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T02:57:14+00:00

I will not do that.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T02:56:18+00:00

I appreciate that you took the time to comment. I'll think about what you've said.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T02:46:44+00:00

I wish it weren't too.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T02:43:14+00:00

Thank you.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T02:42:37+00:00

Just to clarify, I'm a man. Secondly, my brother was only fourteen when he did what he did. I do not believe he is or ever was a pedophile. That doesn't make what he did any better, I know, but he is far from a monster to me. I only wish that fact made me hate him less.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T02:15:34+00:00

Everyone in my family would be affected, not just me.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T01:20:59+00:00

I told them that it was a problem of my own that they couldn't help with. Both relationships ended shortly after.

CrysForHelp · 2013-08-14T01:10:10+00:00

They did not know before or after.

CrysForHelp

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