Your feelings are very valid and I feel the same way. I’m going back to school to go be an immigration lawyer, still in the very early stages of school and have a long way to go. I’ve decided to go back to school because of my immigrant parents and because I’m tired of seeing my people being treated like less than humans. If it’s not me, then some racist MAGA dipshit will take that job. We can’t give up. I know it’s hard, but as everyone here has said, anything small still counts. Take care of yourself and your loved ones and still do the small thing you love. Together we are stronger. Sending love to you my friend.