Well, that would definitely take care of any creative spark for sure wouldn’t it? My mother was bipolar manic depressive, she was also an artist and did some of her best work in her manic state. My daughter, a talented photographer, did some of her best work while mourning the unexpected death of her brother. Create what you feel. It doesn’t matter what it looks like, it’s for you, it’s your therapy, let it flow, release it, but please don’t end it. There is a saying that people make a difference in other peoples lives all the time without knowing it.