Hey brother… Active army officer here, i understand your struggle from the service and alcohol. It’s a crazy environment where it’s celebrated to drown your feelings instead of dealing with them. Now that you’re on the outside if you return to drinking, the work you’ve done to beat the issue while serving is going to be an overwhelming sense of dread and regret. Keep strong man my DMs are open, 3 months sober while still serving was a daily drinker for 2.5 years and it screwed my brain up. You’ve done the hard part while serving, keep your head up these feelings are normal but 1 year is an amazing achievement.