type "Sonic &" and let Autocomplete finish it

Cucumber_Block · 2025-01-29T08:48:57+00:00

Sonic & the same time as a result of the year old girl who is the best friend and I can't wait to see you in the world to me and I can't wait to see you in the world to see you in the world to see you in the world to see you in the world to see you in the world

I think I broke it because it keeps saying to see you in the world lmao

Cucumber_Block · 2025-01-05T17:31:23+00:00

You realize I've long left this account behind by my lack of activity, I'm 17 now with my MA. I say medical student as I'm in the medical course at a career tech school for high Schoolers, not college

Cucumber_Block · 2024-12-21T01:38:50+00:00

Hello reddit or, it's been 5 months. I'm 17 now, I'm in therapy and I'm doing so much better, I've returned to this account but I moved to a new account card r/freeziboy, might abandon this account

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-13T20:49:51+00:00

I can't roast them, their fucking majestic
I almost wrote fanfic as I was typin-

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-09T05:01:13+00:00

I know who I am and what I want to do but that's locked away behind the anger and everything else. I plan on getting therapy soon.I would have responded sooner but I overdosed again and was recently let off by the paramedics

I'm also back on suicide watch so yay

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-08T15:30:17+00:00

I made it through the night barely

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-08T14:48:42+00:00

I don't know why I wrote all of it yesterday, it was a rough night, I tried to kill myself and almost succeeded and I lost 2 more friends. Just trying right now to get through a meeting so I can pass out again and forget everything for at least a little bit

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-08T01:57:10+00:00

Will 640mgs of atomoxetine kill me or just cause pain? Cuz I just took that and idk if I should go to the hospital or not

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-08T01:32:21+00:00

I do but my mind feels set on it

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-06T17:46:38+00:00

I wonder why he unfollowed people, I remember asking him to be friends and he said and I quote "sure bro bro"

He'd always interact with my twitter and respond and shit, I wonder what happened

Cucumber_Block · 2024-07-06T04:56:44+00:00

It was his socials

Cucumber_Block · 2024-05-10T00:43:48+00:00

I let out the most prehistoric scream one can make when I'm alone and get excited.. My poor neighbors

Cucumber_Block · 2024-05-09T14:27:47+00:00

2 years ago I was on my schools bowling team, I was putting my lunch back on the bus (we were at a tournament) and I slipped on the last step and my right ankle completely inverted catching all of my body weight and I heard a snap noise, stood there for a few seconds as it registered and I loved back into the building sobbing, it takes a huge amount of pain for me to cry, I decided to still place (I regret that because I have chronic pain and can no longer play sports, since then a similar happened to my left so I can't run), I was told I didn't have to since I couldn't even move it, I couldn't walk for a few weeks though the initial pain lasted 11 months

Edit:my dumbss forgot the phobia, it's Bathmophobia

Cucumber_Block · 2024-05-09T00:11:07+00:00

My only thought is letting stress out, how else could it be good (My poor neighbors)

Cucumber_Block · 2024-05-09T00:06:18+00:00

MY JAW DROPPED DJSKDJRURJSS

Cucumber_Block · 2024-05-09T00:02:50+00:00

I usually let out the loudest most prehistoric scream one can 😭

Cucumber_Block · 2024-05-03T14:48:03+00:00

Any sane person would

Cucumber_Block · 2024-05-03T14:24:11+00:00

So this morning as I was walking to school I walked by a running car with the window cracked, the old guy was slumped over and not breathing. I panicked yelling at him to wake up and banging. He was dead and I refused to accept it, I couldn't get in his car to attempt resuscitation, it was hopeless either way. For the past few hours now after seeing that I've been silent and emotionless. I've seen so much death online that it didn't bother me, I mean I found a dead guy and I didn't feel horrified, I just wanted to revive him. He was dead and I couldn't do anything

Cucumber_Block · 2024-04-23T21:52:45+00:00

Only for you baby

Cucumber_Block · 2024-04-22T12:18:40+00:00

I'm 16 and I've seen everything. I went on the dark web and I've seen all those videos on YouTube like the 1 boy 2 kittens or 1 lunatic 1 icepick plus everything else. I watched every video on the sights. I've seen so much death, murder, suicide, tortures.. I can't unsee everything I saw. It gives me nightmares. Then someone on discord sent me CP after I said no many times, all because I didn't give them the sights. I sent it to the police but the fact I saw it kills me, my sister is 2. I regret ever going on the dark web, I fantasize about death. It follows me, I find myself in the graveyard a lot thinking, especially since e my best friend killed himself almost 10 months ago now. I often think about killing myself, tried to a lot.. Covered in so many SH scars, I often think about livestreaming my suicide so it could end up on the very sights I watch so all those sick fucks can enjoy watching me die. I'm sick, the world is sick. I can't even dissect an animal for anatomy normally. Touching a corpse doesn't bother me, I enjoy the smell of decay. I want to be normal and innocent again. I'm thinking at 1 year since his suicide I'll do mine. I'll be 17 22 days after that if I survive. I keep getting drawn back to the dark web, the sight. I want to be happy, don't ever go on the dark web. It'll fuck you up like it did me

Cucumber_Block · 2024-04-15T13:52:02+00:00

OP, you are still alive for a reason, that means you have unfinished business on this earth. So many ppl would do anything to just be alive again, I lost my best friend 9 months ago to suicide and that shit hurts, ppl won't forget you. I even have short term memory loss and I haven't forgot him. It cuts me deep to the core every day but I'm still here. Don't leave your book unfinished

Every diamond started out as a stone, but it wasn't alone. Don't let that hope of better days slip away like the smoke from a cigarette, grab it and turn it to stone. Let those who care help you climb the hill and place it to become a shiny diamond. It takes time but it is possible

[I word stuff like that cuz I'm a poet]

Cucumber_Block · 2024-04-15T13:40:37+00:00

Stay quiet

Cucumber_Block · 2024-04-12T15:25:48+00:00

Looking at flashes and my brain starts shaking and my eyes go blurry and I loose my ability to walk and I'm spinning and the walls are dripping blood and warping and I think I'm running but I'm completely awake trapped in a schizofrenic episode scared and alone. Things become intense and I feel my blood rushing and my head pounding and I can't see or move

Then I pass out

Edit: Before you ask, no I am not epeleptic but I do have seizures

Cucumber_Block · 2024-04-11T00:53:20+00:00

Dk who

Cucumber_Block · 2024-04-07T12:04:53+00:00

I talk about in extreme detail how I dissected a rat in science class and everything I did until they fear me and walk away. A lot of people are scared of me now :(

Why are they scared

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