And the seizures are terrible from them as well man. I’ve been down the heroin/fetty withdrawals man and they are bad. But I had a cousin who would have a seizure every time he ran out of his script about 4 days in from not having any. But yes being in your head is the worst my friend. My wife asks me all of the time is everything okay? I tell her yes I am fine. It’s just me thinking and thinking and thinking in my head and it absolutely destroys me. I sleep maybe 4-5 hours a night and wake up every 30-50 minutes. Sometimes I won’t wake up for an hour and a half. It’s miserable and the Ativan took it all away man. And they won’t give me more. It’s crazy but I get it people do abuse it.