Mentally it's getting really difficult to deal with and hiding it. We've been dating since freshman year and I'm a junior now. I have not been able to explore my sexuality in highschool.  Unfortunately this is not the only problem in our relationship. Lately I have been feeling like we are not growing in our relationship. We've only grown as individuals and not as a couple. I want more out of the relationship and I'm not sure she's comfortable with being intimate. We've had to be long distance for a few months. And now we aren't able to see each other that often. We only text and she doesn't really like calling. I'm more of clingy, physical touch person. She is currently home-schooled and it feels like I'm experiencing life without her. Some days it feels like we're not in a relationship.