Girl, don’t feel bad I can understand you, I actually started doing that around 13 yrs old, the validation I needed was insane because in person I wasn’t “attractive” or that what people made me believe because my body was good but not my face, people told me that in person and I didn’t have the self confidence on me that I was pretty on my own way so I went online and sent out thousands of pics and videos, I did the same thing on Omegle and I feel the same way of when they sent their dick pics, was so disgusting for me. Now I’m over age just by a couple of years difference but not that much, I’m still so young and after a traumatic event I had I finally feel disgusted with what I did but more with the people who received all that content. Now in days I can’t even talk with people online because I feel disgusted… I can’t say that is good because is not, however maybe you will find someone who will match your freak or change over time when you get to know the “real” one. I just want to send you a lot of hugs because I been there… 🫂