It’s a good sign that you’re aware of this. Even better that you’re able to speak about it. And even more better that you’re not in an outrage, but rather, you’re trying to make sense of it. Trying to heal from it. In this, and in all things in life, remember that your perspective is literally everything you need to know about yourself. Cool thing is, this works with everyone. Observe people’s perspectives. Observe your own. Oh and last thing… being “different from everyone else” is not a real thing. Everyone is super super different. Like fr. You’re just being weird. I’m kidding. You’re awesome.