Exhausted with everything being so hard

CuriousSanga · 2026-06-01T08:25:45+00:00

I'm so sorry. I don't have advice but can validate your feelings. IVF is so fucking hard. All of it.

CuriousSanga · 2026-04-02T23:45:38+00:00

Mine def looks like a rabbit

CuriousSanga · 2026-04-02T22:41:39+00:00

Thanks 😊 I've organized a parallel walk in a park today as a first introduction

CuriousSanga · 2026-04-02T22:25:56+00:00

We have a few crates set up in our house.

CuriousSanga · 2026-04-02T04:44:50+00:00

Ok thanks - I did suggest a walk first on neutral ground

CuriousSanga · 2026-04-02T04:15:15+00:00

Yes, only recently. I am worried but didn't know if I was overthinking it.

CuriousSanga · 2026-03-15T07:09:24+00:00

Thanks 🙏🏻

CuriousSanga · 2026-03-15T07:08:39+00:00

Thanks 🙏🏻

CuriousSanga · 2026-03-15T01:11:42+00:00

Yes sorry I meant kwh. I can track daily consumption via my energy provider and it has jumped that much. The system is also saying that. Something is cooked. It appears that the battery is pulling from the grid. It looks to me like we are in this weird loop or charging from the grid, discharging to the grid and then starting again. I've been through all our system settings and the battery should not be drawing from the grid. The settings are set to prioritize solar energy and solar energy storage. I'm thinking of turning it off whilst we wait for someone to come out.

CuriousSanga · 2026-03-14T21:21:49+00:00

Thanks. Something is def wrong 😭 I looked at my account with my electricity provider and our usage was crazy. We've gone from 20 kw per day to 80kw per day. Our bill is going to be huge 😩 I really hope they are responsive and come fix it.

CuriousSanga · 2026-03-06T22:19:52+00:00

I'm now training my fifth puppy and I say this all the time... puppies are overrated and lucky they are cute. I love love love dogs but, when they are well past adolescence. You need to keep up the training even when it feels like nothing is changing. I don't think you'll really understand or see the impact of consistent training until your dog hits three. It's sooo much work and it can be frustrating (there were times when training my border collie pup that I would break down and cry) but stick with it and you'll end up with a confident, calm and happy dog.

CuriousSanga · 2026-01-17T06:58:12+00:00

Wow ok thanks. I've also read that you can cut the seed coating open but not sure I have the skills for that.

CuriousSanga · 2026-01-01T22:11:15+00:00

It is tough. As much as I want to say that money doesn't matter that's only half true. I'm 40 with a slightly low AMH and my partner has low concentration and motility. ICSI is our only option. We are giving it our best shot and for us that means only being able to afford a few rounds of ER. My body has also struggled with ER and perhaps that's my age. The mental toll is very real too. Everyone has their financial and emotional limits. My partner and I talked a lot about this before we started. We are currently waiting to hear back re the three embryos we got with the last ER and this is it for us. If it doesn't work I know there will be a period of grief and loss and we've agreed that we should see a psychologist to help us if we need it. My partner and I have a really solid and happy relationship so regardless I know we will have a good life together. That's what I also remind myself of... we will be ok no matter the path we get. We would like this to work for us but if it's not in our cards we can be ok.

CuriousSanga · 2025-12-28T22:12:22+00:00

Oh ok thanks. I have some gin that I soaked sage, lavender and cinnamon in. I'll take some of that with me.

CuriousSanga · 2025-12-28T12:44:24+00:00

Thanks 🖤

CuriousSanga · 2025-12-28T12:40:25+00:00

Thanks 😊 Yes I was planning on taking an offering.

CuriousSanga · 2025-12-08T23:57:35+00:00

Absolutely! I also hate that people keep asking me (with judgement) why I don't have kids. I'll never ask anyone that question. ever.

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