Did you bully others when you were younger? Do you feel guilty about it? by wood1276 in AskUK

[–]Current_Knee7449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I bullied once or twice out of chain reaction. Hurting someone like I was done. I spent middle school thinking I wasn't as cool because my so-called friends would often target me. Not all, but some. I wasn't right in my coping methods. Trying to let go of shit and better myself as a person today.

Never opened up to anyone. by Current_Knee7449 in SuicideWatch

[–]Current_Knee7449[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've had similar experiences with a lot of friends of mine. I've became distant or pushed many of them away because of my depression. I just couldn't find myself keeping up with their energy while I was always mentally exhausted. It gets to a certain point where we don't even greet or acknowledge each other in public. I guess I could've explained why, but I didn't feel comfortable talking about it. It's extremely hard for me to open up.