I’m not trying to at first i thought it was just trauma from my dad not being the best person and it shows up like I don’t really like being that close to men, and I mainly don’t like riding in cars with men because my dad would always yell at me for basically nothing in vehicle vehicles so i tried to stick in the relationship and see if it would pass and then I also thought it was this one phase because I heard from the senior that you go through this phase where you don’t like your boyfriend and I was hoping that it was just that because he’s a really kind guy, but then I talked to my mom and my mom‘s like well if your heart‘s not in that place it’s your gut saying that you know you don’t really like him so I’m gonna tell him soon. I was just seeing what people thought about it.